愛と平和

2009-09-05T14:13:00.000+08:00

New Blog

2006-11-12T21:57:00.001+08:00

new blog!
need to get rid of all the sadness..haha

new blog

don worry,will be blogging in english soon ;0)

New Blog

2006-11-12T21:57:00.000+08:00

new blog!
need to get rid of all the sadness..haha

don worry,will be blogging in english soon ;0)

Birthday celebration!

2006-11-12T18:44:00.000+08:00

Birthday celebration with the Ruhuas! =)
most of the pictures are with Ham,shall update more when i get the pictures!

Birthday Wishlist

2006-11-12T00:11:00.000+08:00

First time I'm doing a birthday wishlist.
haha WHATEVER.

1) Japanese electronic dictionary
2) bag
3) jacket
4) Postcards from friends from different parts of the world(not like they will actually read this and really send me one.. :( )
5) handphone
6) digital camera
7) a ride on a bicycle
8) Levi's shirt(and many many clothes..haha)
9) shoes
10)cap

..i'm tired.. continue another day..
zzZzz..

私たちの約束です。

2006-11-09T22:25:00.000+08:00

My Japanese friend and I made a pact today.
We were talking about Japaneses using bicycles to go to school.
Then I commented that riding on a bicycle is kind of romantic..(don't you guys think so?)
Then he said,
He will send me to school on his bicycle if I go Japan..
Somehow it warms my heart..

楽しみに待ってね～
将伸さん、おやすみなさい。
ありがとうね。

I'm so stressed ><

黒木さんからの電話です。

2006-11-06T23:38:00.000+08:00

みんな、黒木さん覚えますか。
（写真の中、右の人です。）
今晩、私に電話しました。
いろいろ喋ったよ。
黒木さんは今出張し、一ヶ月ぐらい。
一人でお酒を飲んでいた。
寂しいかも、私に電話しました。(笑）
黒木さんは本当に良くて、面白い人です！
チャンスがあったら、料理を作ってくれるように言いました。（うまいって）
恥ずかしくないでしょう？(笑）

黒木さん、英語をちゃんと勉強しろう！(笑）
このお兄ちゃんはすごく好きですよ～

Kainan High School(Wakayama)

2006-10-27T01:03:00.000+08:00

This is Kainan High School and us =D
PJC had an exchange with them so i sort of 'chap in'.haha.
thanks my sic xh for telling me =)

I MISS THEM ALREADY!
(in pic:Aidil,Zoey,Fumiya,Kento,XiaoHuan,me)
Kento has good sense of fashion,i like ;)
besides,he's cute! hehe.

went dinner with them.actually they were quite quiet but things got going when xh did the DEATHNOTE thing. i started writing the names and reasons,like for example.Masaki died becasue he was too happy when he saw a pretty girl. then Masanobu died because we saw Osaru and was too shocked. ahha.
sent them back to their hotels and took lots of pic. then Shugo gave me this Snoopy fan. His English quite good.

THIS is my Japanese shuai ge. *drools* enough said.
i very shy one,nv talk to him much but request take pic with him alone.
imagine someone who u see walking ard but nv talk to u b4 all of a sudden ask u for photo.
OBVIOUS right. haha. but he ask me take photo with him alone first de!!! ahahaha!!
i fa hua chi la. shit....
Heh.

Masanobu san!!!
the joker! I super miss him can!
plus my Japanese shuai ge... WAHAHA!

this is the GANG. Haha. super long time nv see them!
thanks to the Japanese we got to meet!

=)

Laikiu say i got xin fu look. ahah of course!

みんなさん、こんばんは☆
見ているの？
その日、本当にありがとうね。
とても楽しかったです。
絶対忘れないよ。
また～

大九州フィア　06.09.22～06.10.01

2006-10-13T22:50:00.000+08:00

22nd Sept to 1st Oct was the Isetan Kyushu Fair 大九州フィア

and yeap,i was part of it =D
this time,for the whole ten days!
hell tired man.
but,
VERY FUN =)

reason for taking up this job -- practice my Japanese and also,make some new friends.. my online fren みどりさんcame to visit me also! みどりさん、今これが読んでいますか？　（笑）

so let me introduce my new friends who have all went back to Japan.. ='(

Oku san奥健太郎 and Kuroki san's黒木裕二 shop.
One handsome,one humorous.
Perfect match! I love the both of them..
Kuroki san always give me free food (their bento and fried food is really nice!!)　and Oku san always say おはようございます Ohayo Gozaimasu -good morning to me,somemore bow till like 90 degrees.. 26 yrs old,but MARRIED WITH A KID! he dun look very nice in da photo but in real person he looks like he just walked out of the tv..
life's totally unfair..
their shop in in Saitama,near Tokyo..i will visit Kuroki san one day..he is really nice to me,chat with me during breaks,we talked just about everything.. him being sexy and hot,(he will do sexy dance one!ultra funny)'shen jing bing'(crazy),tenzai(genius),or me being chibi(short),me eating baby's food(kanpyo and chocolate milk).. haha.. and many more.. he made me this super big California Handroll,unagi bento(really delicious)and gave me lots of kanpyo,plus ika(squid) with mayo. and his staff always get free lunch from him!! and u know how delicious and pretty Japanese bentos are.OISHII!!
ika ga ikagadesuka? 烏賊がいかがですか。- would u like to try some squid?
i will repeat this sentence a few times everyday to him..haha....
before he left for Singapore i called him on his cellphone..he's like a brother to me..
i miss him already!! ='(
btw he's 41 yrs old..

This is Irie san入江優,the kawaii ojiisan!! he's always smiling and laughing,no matter what..maybe he thinks i'm a joke..haha! he is really nice to me and always play Jan Ken Pon - scissors paper stone with me..and he always win! i just dun understand!! grr!
his fishcakes are really very nice.... so nice until i sample it every teabreak..haha! i'm not lying..seriously hen hao chi...
he's like a father to me,and i always say Tadaima - i'm back- when break ends..and he will reply -Okaeri!- welcome back.. feels good =)
he has got 3 sons... maybe i sld go visit him one day *wink wink*

random pic taken by camera timer. haha. i gave them friendship bands they in turn gave me rubber bands, funny people lor.
this is Tsuruda san鶴田,which is my boss!i love her! so nice to me can.. taught me Japanese tongue twisters -Sumomo mo momo mo momo no uchi- meaning,peach and another kind of peach are a family.haha. i know u are counting the no. of mo.. there are 8 of them..haha.. only have the hard copy of the photo of me and tsuruda san,so let's make do with this cute pose of her! haha.we sell tea leaves.. 知覧おりた園からの玄米茶genmai cha from Chiran Orita En is one of the best in Japan but Singaporeans just dun really seem to like it! i have some at home,come my house and i'll brew it for you..
Tea... acquired taste i guess..not everyone likes it,and not everyone drinks it.. but amazingly the expensive ones get sold out very quickly..
but still,it was hard promoting tea..
on the last day,the last customer made me so mad that i cried! somemore my mum was there to witness(pick me up ma) and of cos it became a family affair...
the story goes like this:

Customer(C): can i try your tea?
Me(M): yeah sure
C:(didn't drink) can i bring some home and try?
M:er sorry but u can't bring it home. it's for sale
C:but you guys are packing already!
M:yah, but so sorry,u can't bring it home(then turn to explain to Tsuruda san what she wants cos she dun understand english at all)
C:no no u dun understand,let me show u what i want(took a plastic bag and the tea scoop)
M:sorry mdm but u can't bring the tea leaves home!(got quite heated up already)
C:(still want to argue with me,and like want to take the tea leaves)
M: sorry mdm u can't... ...
C: i just want to smell the tea leaves! u are so stupid! are u Singaporean? ur english is so bad! u are so stupid!

wah lau,fuck la. at this point of time i really want to cry already.obviously trying to avoid embarrassment,fucking do this to me.YOU LEFT YOUR NOSE AT HOME ISIT?MUST GO HOME AND SMELL?what the hell.most importantly the Isetan manager was beside me and he didn't do anything about it!! well he could have explained to customer..just when i thot maybe he didn't see it,he told me "some customers are like that" HELL,why didn't u freaking help? dun wan trouble right..
tsuruda san and her fren(from Singapore,used to live in Japan,very nice person!)came to console me,ask me not to care about her,that i have already done my best for this fair..but it just didn't went in,tears just keep falling.then later i went to find my brother Kuroki san..haha..he comforted me..

i guess these are the sorrows of customer services..*SIGH*

Hamabata san 浜端 sells delicious honey!!his clover honey..BEST. cute guy with cute voice..maybe if i eat his honey more my deep voice can become sweet also...
i always play with him and block his way and he will complain to my boss..haha

this is Mizuno san 水野 .he owns the stall beside mine. sometimes he can be very 冷たい-cold- to people but he insists he's not.maybe he's just stressed about sales thats why he seldom talks.
got one time he very fierce to his staff because sales not very good.. i also very stressed mah,but i nv lose my temper right.. every morning Nishizono san will bring this sales report for us to see...seriously i was very stressed when my product wasn't as saleable as other people's..
but Private Sale day sales was not bad.. when there is sales people think without buying..it's true..! he sells beans and the sales is actually super good,i dunno what he is complaining about lor. this is him doing his tsumetai pose.

this is Tanabe san 田邊 and her yuzu stall. i dun really talk to her but she's really a nice person(gave everyone complimentary bottle of yuzu tea concentrate) her yuzu tea REALLY REALLY NICE. i not kidding...!!

this is,my beloved Nishizono san 西園. i wrote love letter to him..haha! second day of fair already teaching me words like Sukebe - dirtyminded man- there's just smth about him i can't really describe..maybe it's his seriousness in his work. i love guys who are serious in their work,know when to joke and play and know when to be serious. he's the big boss of his fair,he brought them here to Singapore.. and he keep asking me for Chu-kiss-to be exact..i just laughed.. but u know,he's that kind of guy girls won't mind having affair with.. really nice guy!
but yeah,just a bro to me la.. always pat my head one..

this is another Japanese guy(can't rmb his name) and Ogata san. i dun have pic of Ogata san緒方 but i think he kinda look like 佛 haha!! no kidding.. fat earlobes,big body..very 慈祥look..
also there is other stall owners like Inoue san井上,(i call him Geta san cos he wears the Japanese clogs called Geta and always walk about very noisy lor!) and also,Dozono san 堂園勝利(nice name right? victory)who is as chibi as me..haha...

i really miss the people and the food..one word:NICE!last day i keep crying lor,like little girl like that.talked to my Kuroki brother still ok one leh,then played one last Jan Ken Pon with Irie san 最後のジャンケンポン！-last 'scissors paper stone'! again i lost.then a while later i started crying..i'm so lousy.. but the word LAST just make me cry la..then i told them next yr when they come back i'll grow taller..they just laughed..then i walked back to take my bag,saw Tsuruda san and her fren,i cried again.. it is tough work,but i had a really great time.. they made me feel so family,although it has been only 10 days..Mizuno san and Hamabata san saw me cry la,so paiseh..

i'll never ever forget this bunch of people,and i promise,i'll be a better person next yr when they come back..これは私たちの約束！！
みんなさよなら！

*now waiting for Jimmy san (December i think) and Kimura san(January?)*

Phobias

2006-10-13T17:03:00.000+08:00

today's friday the thirteenth!
to be truthful, i have a phobia of this day.(Paraskavedekatriaphobia)
i'm scared smth bad will happen..

chanced upon MSN website that talked about phobias.
some very funny ones are:

Hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia—fear of long words (seriously).

Gerontophobia—fear of old people.

Peladophobia—fear of bald people.

Geropeladophobia—fear of old, bald people (hahah!absurd)

Types of Phobias

this topic is very interesting..
people with Trichopathophobia - Fear of hair and Parthenophobia - Fear of virgins or young girls can be friends with people with Geropeladophobia—fear of old, bald people

hahah!

MAYEK - “宇宙大猪头”的意思

2006-10-13T09:30:00.000+08:00

我很久没上网写部落格了。
大家好吗？

我有一个疑问。
为何要找真爱是那么的难呢？
女人嘛，不就是要人疼爱，呵护，照顾。。
一向来自大的男生，难道你们连这些都办不到吗？
男人真是讨厌。

讨厌！

希望大家都能找到真爱。
找到了千万千万别放手！
因为，
诗雅曾经对我说，
两个人能在茫茫人海中相遇是种缘份，
要能够爱上彼此，更加不容易。
一定要珍惜这缘份喔。

陈景琪，生日快乐！

Hokkaido Fair + Underwater World 06.07.14~06.07.16

2006-07-19T10:22:00.000+08:00

Recently Isetan Singapore had a Hokkaido Fair at Tampines Mall,
wonder you all knew about it?
I worked as a cheese promoter for 2 days..
and it was very tiring....
BUT FUN!!!!!
i got to practice my Japanese,found out about Japanese culture,
and ate a lot of nice Japanese food.
They are expensive for a simple reason -- OISHII
at Isetan Scotts's Hokkaido Fair I had already did a day before,
The Nohiras 野平夫婦 were very nice to me,did not push me for sales.. over at TM,the Nohiras went back to Japan so his employer Kimura san 木村真一 came to replace them.Equally nice guy =)

06.07.14

Kimura san is 24 years old only..
General Manager of NLP Company..
his father does agriculture..
so when i ask if he has a pet,
he said 'yeah,a dog and 200 cows'
!!!
he is very interesting,like typical young people.he would ask me what is the latest hairstyles in Singapore,what music i like.. those topics that young people will talk about. This is very unusual BECAUSE those who came from Japan are of some age already,you hardly find a 24 yr old kid.Others are like 50+.. so..it's kinda different.

me and kimura san over at the cheese counter. Cream cheese is very nice...

Suzuki san,鈴木　繁　the vendor of the super popular ice cream counter. ”何言ってんだよ？？”-"what did you say?"
that's what he will say where i ask him for money as a present. ahah.. he is very cute,like to disturb,poke and punch me.. will play with me..when i 'bang bang' him he will pretend to be injured.. then got one time i 'bang' him again,and he pretended..but he did it for a bit too long.. then i realised his back was realy aching..hhaha
but he very bad,cos sales very good,he dun let his employee go lunch but he went for massage himself..

Kaneda san 金田英幸 very cute right????
haha! kawaii..! but i heard he is a bit of a loner..he is a German-certified chef.. he makes pastries and cakes...

this is my FAVOURITE photo.. becos got my FAVOURITE vendor,nagata san. he doesn't wear a name tag so i dunno his name! but he is very very very very charming.. i saw him a lot of times already,over at scotts..and over here. hair very messy,but very charming.. he has got a killer smile.. i almost died...haha..... 28 yrs old though. hheh. Because Kimura san is a close friend of Nagata san,so i said ’あなたの友達、ペパーミントオイルを売っているの人、かっこいいと思って’ -Your friend,the one who sells peppermint oil,i think he's cool
and he said "aa,sou sou.he's Japanese Favourite" i wanted to say.. "he's my Favourite too!!" HAHA!! but really,everytime he walk pass i want to faint once..

Kaneda san KAWAII! he looks so smiley... like a grandfather.. maybe he isn't that old la.. cos he say like father and daughter..haha...

Mizuho san 山中瑞穂! very nice and cute girl! she is the employee of Suzuki i/c man. i asked her : 食べたんの？まだ食事？-ate already? she shook her head 大変ね。。-tough ne.. 大変よ -TOUGH! she really very cute la... 28 yrs old... behind the girl very extra..haha...

my 'hat' belongs to Kaneda san..haha
Tomita san 富田　稔 very interesting ojisan!!! first he asked my name,then where i live..orchard? he asked. so i drew the mrt route map to show how far was tampines for me.. i just drew a straight line
jurong ----- orchard ----- tampines.
then he very puzzled,say i'm wrong..then i very confused. then he told me my orchard sld be city hall,and orchard sld be on the route up from city hall.. SHOCK! he knows the singapore mrt route map!! i so shocked la... then i say 'i'm not singaporean.. you are..' then my japanese not that good.. so he pointed at me and say できない！-cannot!　so childish! haha but very funny.
he sells cheesecakes btw,really very oishii. until out of stock..it's that good. i bought $20 worth of it.haha. i earn and spend..doing 2 things at a time..

when it was time to go home,i was very sad. i had to make a point to go talk to my nagata san.so i went to him and say お疲れ様です！-you have worked hard! 写真あった？-got photo? (cos i developed the photos for them)　he was shocked that i could speak a bit of Japanese.もらった。ありがとう！-received.thank you! then i say i'm only replacing my fren for today.. as my collaegues were waiting for me i did not say much..

06.07.15
some things are just weird noe..my mother wanted to have a look at the fair so we went to TM on Sat..
then just so happened my colleague fell sick!! quite serious lor.then kimura san ask me if i can replace her.. like OF COURSE???! so i started work immediately.. just a perfect coincidence.. but i had to let my mum go home herself.. :(

work as usual,but sales was better on a Sat..i very happy =D TM is really crowded i must say.. then my brother and his gf came to visit me also..

this is another Suzuki san.鈴木じゅん he very hentai one.he always come and say all those dirty things.my collaegues all tell me not to talk to him. even kimura say he's DANGER MAN. another suzuki san say dont talk to him. ABUNAI..-dangerous.. haha..
but his english is quite good.. and sometimes he is fun to have ard.. minus the 'hamsap' part maybe..haha.. he's a good salesman also. he helped me sell some cheese to 2 GIRLS. hah.. he sells beans actually. but he,nagata san and kimura san always go and have break together one. on the 2nd day nagata san and suzuki san came to my counter to find kimura san to go break.then i was poking the pieces of cheese for testing mah.. then suddenly someone came and grabbed all the cheese. i was like 'who so hungry??' i immediately turned my head and i saw.... NAGATA san!! haha.. he gave a killer smile..... then i died. haha.........

last pic was with nagata san. long story.
i was thinking,hey last day working with them liao,i want my photo with nagata san. so i ask kimura san,"i want to take pic with your friend. then he asked suzuki san. hence the above photo.. then i sian diao.. but nvm,i plucked up my courage and say is nagata san that i want to talk pic with.. so we went over to his booth and my boss actually said "because she thinks you are very cool,she wants to marry you' i 'ehhhh!' quite loudly. then they laughed. then kimura san corrected himself and say i want a photo with him. HAHAH.......... but i think i smiled too much in this photo,a bit unnatural. sad..... nagata san.......... byebye...........

actually i left already,then i remembered that i left my cheesecake in the fridge. so i went back and take it... sun bian took a pic with suzuki san. there was another kimura san that i wanted to take pic with,but... cnt find him.. sell horse oil de..

THUS,ends my Isetan Hokkaido Fair adventure. =)
minna san,iroiro arigato!

then,something strange happened. kimura san emailed me and say let's go sightseeing. but i got work. so i requested to end work at 3 to meet him. he has to go back hotel by 8 anyway. so must well be guide lor. at first want to call tomoko san along but she not free.
i called him after work, hearing'moshi moshi' said by a Japanese was a weird experience. haha. he was at Isetan Scotts,shopping i think. Before this he already told us he wasnt to go orchard see see and Isetan Scotts also. so later i met him at Isetan Scotts. He was alone because the other ojisan wants to play golf but he being a young kid, had no interest for golf. haha. duno why mizuho san nv come along..she wanted to go chinatown..not sure. anyway,he wanted to see Merlion so i brought him to Esplanade. I asked him if look like durian. then he got his disgusted face cos he thinks durian is smelly. hha

when we were walking from esplanade to merlion,he keep saying it's hot.ok understandable. hokkaido is cold,can go down to -25c. and he ask if he walking very fast,cos his legs are longer. -_________- and he ask me how tall i want to grow. i say 'no hope'! he laughed. he say next time when he see i must grow taller... bleh.

he very excited to see Merlion ok..

i look a bit spastic here..

then he say he wants to go somewhere that depicts Singapore.. i very lousy tour guide la.. then suddenly he ask got 水族館 or not.. i say got! Underwater world lor. apparently he likes fishes. so,we took taxi to Sentosa. cos he say taxi very cheap. he explained that cars in japan are cheap,so taxi are expensive. here in singapore,the cars are expensive(about 3x Japan's) but the taxi is cheap. he insisted on paying everything,saying he's rich.haha.
so we went underwater world! very long since i've been there! exciting ok.

he says it's like on a date. haha.. then i no comments...
he also ask me if he looks nicer in specs.. i said yeah... true right?

Underwater World photos!

Japanese Giant Spider Crab..! can grow so big,width is taller than my height. why like tat???? anyway it looks delicious..hahaha

some seaweed lookalike sea creature..haha
most of the time he was doing the explanation! he does know a lot about fishes..

finding nemo! he said. ahha

jellyfish. kurage..u know chuka kurage sushi?? hahaha!

this face makes me laugh... lame right...haha..

still got a few but i lazy to upload..haha..
went to see the big Merlion at Sentosa since he like Merlion so much..hhaa..

then he needed to go back hotel and i needed to go for Japanese class.. took taxi again...haha... his hotel is Changi Village Hotel.. but he still sent me to class first.. nice hor...

今日は楽しかったです。気をつけてよ！サヨナラ！

smiling? think again.

2006-06-25T22:18:00.000+08:00

deep down,i'm really really feeling terrible..
i'm gonna break down soon..
i'm very afraid..
the fear..
my smiles..they aren't real..
my laughters..they aren't real..
i'm not worth anyone's concern..
not worth anyone's love..
i can't face anyone..
i hate myself..
when i look into the mirror i feel like smashing it..

i'm just weak..
i really can't take it anymore..
i wish i can go back to the past..
the reality is too cruel for me..

can someone help me...

addicted

2006-06-20T00:57:00.000+08:00

舞娘

屬於你和我的<<半島鐵盒>>

2006-06-19T08:42:00.000+08:00

忽然,
好想念你.

剛做了一個夢.
我們回到中學時代,
回到了課室.
你依然每天都在我身邊,
逗我笑,陪著我.

但一天,
你必須離開.
我給了你一份準備好久好久的禮物,
和我深深的祝福.
你呢,
穿上了西裝,
也給了我一份禮物.
我想,
裡面也藏著真誠的心意吧.

你好像有重要的事要辦,
所以你走了.
我沒說謝謝,
你也保持沉默,
仿佛彼此都知道我們一定會再相逢.
沒一定,
但該有希望吧.

人就是這樣,
總是不懂得珍惜身邊的人或物.
到了他走了之後才發現他的重要,
會不會也太晚了.

但慶幸的是,
在那兩年里,
我們有回億.
你還記得嗎?
那個<<半島鐵盒>>,
那些雜誌,
那些笑話,
那些無聊的課.

感覺你不在我的身邊的時候或許只有沒上課和你去廁所的時候吧,
雖然我們也算不上是超要好的朋友.
你和你的好友總是因為想浪費課堂的時間,
所以常去廁所.
不然就會自告奮勇要幫老師拿書去老師室,
好浪費下堂課的前十分鐘.
誰相信你們這兩個班上的搗蛋鬼會那麼好心啊!

我們好愛笑老師們,
特別是地理的那位.
她的一舉一動,
可能不太好笑的我們都能覺得很爆笑.
還有化學那位,
我們總是去注意她的鑽石戒指和耳環和她怪怪的言行舉止.
不忘我們胖胖的數學老師,
隱形的哩~
她每次穿半透明的衣裳,我們都說冬天來了..
英文老師是你最不喜歡的一位,
蠻不講理,對吧?
因為你交白卷而在班上斯爛你的卷.
那時你好怒,好可怕.
也不會忘記坐在你另一個旁邊的朋友.
她也一樣, 也喜歡作弄老師.

然後是你每隔兩,三天就換鞋和書包的習慣.
但你總是說我才是那個有錢的,
老是作弄我.

你很聰明,
好想沒唸書也能拿到好成績.
我不懂時,
你會很認真地解釋給我聽,
會說鼓勵的話,
之後就好像老大一樣,
放下一切去玩個痛快,
好一個不屑的態度啊~

還有還有!
有漂亮美眉的日本雜誌.
我是不這麼注意你有沒有在看,
但我知道你的好友好愛看,
有一次還被繼任老師沒收了.

最重要的,
就是那個<<半島鐵盒>>了.
它創造了很多交談的機會,
讓你我多了些甜甜的回億.

購買<<半島鐵盒>>便成了我的習慣,
不管多不順路我都會繞路去買.(是我到現在才發現的事)
因為,
看到你開心的樣子心情也會好起來.
在這個年代,
還有誰會因為收到一個<<半島鐵盒>>而滿懷心喜啊..

但<<半島鐵盒>>里也有不甜的時候.
就像現在.
你好討厭挑到不甜的,
怨恨的表情好好笑...
好懷念.

好想現在馬上快速遞一個<<半島鐵盒>>給你,
讓你看到我現在的喜怒哀樂,
好讓你說一個冷笑話來安撫我此時此刻的心情.

困難的是,
我們現在的距離.
地理的距離,心理的距離.
你我好久都沒連絡了吧.
我也不太敢連絡你,
畢竟,
你也應該很開心地在過你的生活.
一方面是我不想打擾你,
另一方面是我害怕知道我在你心里其實已不再有一個重要的位置了.

不過,
在我失落的時候還好我有這些回憶陪著我,
安慰我,告訴我這世界確實有著不被污染的,
純純的感情.

現在想想,
中四那年我傷心的那段日子,
沒在學校痛哭流涕,
可能是因為有你我才熬得過的呀.

我想,
一定是因為最近生活在的不愉快太難熬了,
所以才會想起你.
你一定覺得我很過分吧,
有困難才想起你.
對啊,
我是個笨蛋.
我需要經歷苦,
才知道你的好.
但患難見真情,
沒聽說過啊?

從這刻起,我會好好過.
用著你教我的勇氣,
對生命有不放棄的決心.

不管以前將來怎樣,
你是我人生中一個很重要的人.
以前是,現在也是.
以後也會是.
我會那麼肯定因為我相信我的心從不騙我,
而我的心現在正在痛著的呢.

MOS

2006-06-18T14:21:00.001+08:00

yday,was my first time to MOS.
don laugh >.<

agreed to meet at shilan's house AFTER 2PM
i went ard 4PM
no one was there yet.. =.=
i talked to shilan's ah ma for a while
still ok la,cos i quite 台
haha

then shilan came back,
followed by ah ham
watched 皆大歡喜
lame show
but very entertaining
ying ji is cute in a very idiotic way
haha

then we waited for shopping queen yilin and sin may
we were so gonna be late meeting yimin
shopping bargains they got were very nice
i like the 'fresh' imp shirt
haha
'sakula' -ah ham

we rushed thru all the stuff
chased the bus
and finally reached the mrt in time

normally i go clarke quay is because
of meidi ya shopping centre
LOL
anyway i really dun like the cigarette smoke
i can't really breathe

it was boring at first
we went quite early,cheaper mah LOL
i wanted to die from the smoke
the toilet's very nice tho

i only like the music at one place tho
forgot what it is called
i'm so dumb
haha
a lot of youngsters one la

dancing was fun
only the dancing part
haha
maybe cos i'm under the drink's influence
felt so hot
luckily ruhuas were with me
we kept laughing for no reason
everyone was high
but some guys very irritating =.=
keep pushing us
i tried to push back in a dancing way
but i'm obviously lacking in strength
DEMO
kakkoii sa..
=D
anyway we were just there to have fun
with ourselves

went back ard 2pm..
we had 5 people so there was difficulty halting cabs
we didn't want to pay more for another taxi
in the end we took 2 cos the taxis were scared of road blocks
拜託,
road block 可是我的專長好不好!
HAHA
i'm not a member of road block 7 for nothing
our taxi trip was rather horrible
what's with the spoilt air con
and beauty world v.s great world

went opp. beauty world to eat
shilan saw her colleagues
we ate,and went back shilan's home
everyone was super tired

the taxi uncle was very cute
we tried to find an uncle who would drive 5 of us
no one would after a few attempts
when suddenly this taxi we flagged agreed!
he said he drove past us and knew our situation
so he went about hillview and see if there were any police
then he came back to drive us
wasn't it so sweet??

waited to bathe,
and talked about
"你可以的..."
"小姐小姐,我朋友.."
haha
cute

everyone fell asleep after awhile
except me and ah ham
who talked about a few things
haha unknowingly i fell asleep
sld be ard 5am already

woke up and saw sin may leaving
sin may!!
i really tried!!
rreally tried to say good bye to u
but i couldn't summon my chakra
MOS drained it all
what an evil technique
LOL

woke up and ate half a pack of nasi lemak
and 'qi zao chui'
仙草水
haha

finally i know who is ah run,and yizhi and...
who's other one?
Nvm
haha

most importantly,
the reason for going MOS was to celebrate
yimin's birthday
she's sporting a real nice haircut now
suits her a lot
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YIMIN!!!
in 3 days' time

MOS is a fun place to go once in awhile :)
i love the ruhuas!
thnks for the fun
and thnks shilan's family for hosting us

Guess x3 show --
繞口令:
官方網站綻放萬丈光芒
not so hard yeah?
LOL

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i have a serious problem
i'm rejecting the idea of growing up
the process of making decisions
the commitment
i'm afraid of losing fun
and it's seriously causing me a lot,a lot
of problems
a lot of sleepless nights
loss of appetite(but not loss of weight =.=)
growing up is a phase of life
i need to get that into my head
i can't stay at home and watch TV forever
i can't escape forever
one day,i will grow up
i need to

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everyone pls help me
i'm losing control
i know it
i love the feeling but i'm rejecting it because
it's evil
the excitement
the monster...
it's coming back...
pls help me....

pls....

強くなりたい！

2006-06-13T11:47:00.000+08:00

我想變強.

你們能感受到我的強烈的慾望嗎?

不想總是因為一個難題而心煩意亂,
不想總是因為解開不了心結而倒下,
不想總是因為做不了注而茶飯不思.

但,
真的是好難.
在未能解決難題之前,
我必須解了我心中的困擾.

為什麼會一次有一次的被擊倒?
為什麼會那麼困擾?
為什麼總是在人群中徘徊,
卻還是找不到方向?

人生不是偶像劇,
它沒那麼完美.
也沒那麼容易在20集內找到答案.

就因為這樣,
那不斷的搜尋讓我覺得好累,好累.
我已厭倦老是因為自己的脆弱,
把別人的好處想得"沒什麼大不了".
在這樣下去,
我不但不會進步,
而且還會永遠陷在這個深深的谷里.

我想,
應該是因為我的畏懼吧.
我需要變強.

豁出去了啦!

<<我們結"婚"吧>>

2006-06-11T03:38:00.000+08:00

..是男人最怕聽到的一句話吧 ..

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看了台灣的喜劇..
<<住左邊住右邊之幸福小套房>>
其中一個女主角說,
結婚的"婚"
是由"女"和"昏"組成的..
所以,
結婚,
根本就是女人沖昏了頭..

完.全.贊.成!

更何況是從小美口出.. -_-"
第一個超感人的..
他臉上的悲哀隨著他說的那句話變成喜悅..
你們有感受到嗎?

若沒,
再看多幾次..
在一瞬間說出了千言萬語..
根本就是一個不完美的完美,
對吧?

男女之間的愛,
到底是要到哪種程度才算適合結婚?

"真的好愛你,我們結婚吧"

"都拍拖那麼久了,我們結婚吧"

"連小孩都有了,也該是時候了,我們結婚吧"

"爸媽一直在嗺,好煩啊,我們結婚吧"

結婚..
到底包含著什麼意義?
真的會有一天,
會有個人跟我說..
"我們結婚吧"...嗎?

又會是用著什麼樣的態度呢?
我希望,
是種盡在不言中的感覺..
把我弄得哭笑不得..
那,
最有感覺了.

Bangkok 06.06.02~06.06.05

2006-06-10T01:38:00.000+08:00

Due to Dave's request, I shall blog about my Bangkok trip..
Photos later, i'm lazy to upload..
actually i almost forgot i was going Bangkok,only packed my luggage on friday, the day i was flying off =/ as usual, doing things last minute.. that explains why i did not tell many people
about it.. sorry guys...

06.06.02 Friday

arrived at BUDGET TERMINAL..
the deco is budget..
place feels empty..
ate lunch there..i was disgusted by the plastic utensils there..
so 'market'..
budget terminal..
a terminal for budget airlines..
not a place to be budget!!
can they spend more effort for this terminal..
so deprived =.=
T 1 and 2 got staff canteen duck rice,
and a lot of things to look at
me amy and joanne can stay till 12am there.
T3? got free shuttle i also dun wan to go..
anyway,
bought scents and some cosmetics and boarded the plane

On plane,
nothing,
except a seat.
no pillow,no blanket.
cheap food costs a bomb..
cup noodles, $3..

reached Bangkok at ard..
nighttime..i forgot.hah
checked in and ate hotel buffet..
erm.. 250 baht i think?
which is S$10?
Cheap

My hotel is not very luxurious..Baiyoke Suite..
opposite the tallest building in Bangkok, also a luxurious hotel,
Baiyoke Sky..
i stayed in Baiyoke Suite suite room.S$50 per night ..
cheap! but a bit creepy and scary..
weird feeling >.<

06.06.04 Saturday

went to Chinatown..a lot of pple
The thing about Bangkok is that
EVERYTHING IS CHEAP
the most expensive thing I bought is 350 baht(S$12~S$13)
-_-"
bought quite a few things,
and ate shark's fin for dinner just for fun
who eats shark's fin for fun???
i know,we sld save the sharks..
but.. but.. ha.
it's cheap ok!! really really cheap.. below S$50 for a big big portion
do u know that earrings can cost only 10 baht if buy in bulk?
that's S$0.40~S$0.50 !!! Singapore?? S$10!!!
cheat my money.........

went to The Platinum.. Shopped again.. got this lady shopowner,
really really very pretty.. and very nice also..
i left my shopping bags in her shop and she waited till i came back
then she close her shop.so nice!

then to Central World Plaza..
Isetan!! i forgot to bring HAJIME's address
wanted to try my luck at Isetan Supermkt food fair
there was Milkkan's stall, but HAJIME wasn't there
later, when i went back to Singapore, i checked the address
his shop was in Central World Plaza, but another floor!!
how stupid can i be.. could have met him..
but then again,it was quite late already
and half the building was like under renovation..
so.. hah

went NARAYA also..
a bag shop..
cheap la... wah lau..
but things look very class..
they have shops in
ITALY
JAPAN
TAIWAN
THAILAND
so ex in US but so cheap in Thailand..

then went to Baiyoke the night market.. and bought some stuff
Bangkok is really all about shopping.....day to night..

06.06.04 Sunday

went to Platinum again to shop...
i was alone with my mum's fren because my mum fell sick.. :(
went to MBK.. ( i forgot the spelling)
SO BIG... shopped till dropped...
bought lotsa tshirts there..
ate Dunkin' Donuts...
and Pork Cheeseburger..
nice ok!! nv eat b4...
go Thailand must try...
MBK is shopping mall,
things are slightly more expensive
but nv will it be like Singapore's skyhigh prices
Bangkok got a lot of 199 baht shops
around S$8~S$9
cheap until i wanna scream vulgarities

06.06.05 Monday

last min shopping
and
more shark's fin
and
bird's nest
VERY CHEAPPPPP
YET MEHHHHHH

Bangkok, seriously nice place to shop..
so much that i can get sick of shopping..
it's super duper freaking cheap..
CHEAP CHEAP CHEAP CHEAP CHEAP CHEAP CHEAP
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CHEAP CHEAP CHEAP CHEAP CHEAP CHEAP CHEAP
CHEAP CHEAP CHEAP CHEAP CHEAP CHEAP CHEAP
CHEAP CHEAP CHEAP CHEAP CHEAP CHEAP CHEAP

i wished i brought more money,
but we changed S$600!!!
becos it's so cheap i bought everything i saw..
till when i see something i really want,
no money....

went ard by taxi...
they have taxis in hot pink,orange,blue,purple,green!!!
always take taxi that goes by meter..
they will cheat money..
and unless u know the price of the journey, dun take the 'toto car'
it's like an open air taxi..
one offered twice the fare for our return trip when we know a taxi which runs by meter and has air con costs cheaper

their roadstalls food smells so nice!!!!
but they say dun eat,later stomachache

my mum's frens are very nice..
i think they spent more than me..
Auntie Eileen has a very cute daughter called Charmaine..
i had lotsa fun with her during this trip :)
shall post her photo and what she drew next time..
i taught her how to draw Doraemon(what Keita did to a child when he was on a train ride!!)
and lion.. and she drew damn funny stuff.... CUTE!!

i just realised what i bought for dave,
singapore also got..
yet meh la....

what i miss most about Thailand is...
the free flow of Coco Pops for breakfast in my hotel..
serious!!
duno why, the Coco Pops there taste delicious..

i'm really really easily contented :)
just want my Jiang Meng and Coco Pops!!!!!!!!!
i really really miss the Coco Pops....

バンコクは楽しかった、
服はとってもきれいで、
物価はとっても安くて、
食べ物はおいしくて、
人は親切な..
バンコクが大・好・き・だ！！

in budget terminal

2006-06-02T17:06:00.000+08:00

in Singapore Budget Terminal now,
got free internet access =D
this place is LITERALLY BUDGET
the crockery and utensils are all plastic -_-"
shall blog more about it when i come back on Monday!

YEH MEH!!!!! woooo..... hahaha

惡魔在身邊

2006-06-01T15:54:00.000+08:00

此時此刻,
我終於發現,
我想要的不是楊丞琳的可愛,
也不是一個帥氣的賀軍翔.
我要的是,
能成為擁有阿猛的愛的齊悅.
這樣,
就夠了.

我也要有一個<<惡魔在身邊>>!!

2006-05-30T11:44:00.000+08:00

還有再帥的人嗎? ?
和服!!!
不行不行..這不能再繼續下去..
我要馬上去台灣!
マイク様より、ハンサムな人がいるだろうか！！！

賀軍翔的官方網站:

賀軍翔..
最滿意的身體部位：眉毛
->我也紛喜歡~~ 哈哈..
最難忘的事：想不起來了
->看來不是很難忘吧... -_-"

下次去KBOX,要點這些歌!

李心潔－愛錯
許茹芸－雲且留住
蕭亞軒－愛情通關密語
溫嵐－祝我生日快樂 (這個免了..)
林依晨－孤單北半球
胡彥斌－Waiting for you
蔡健雅－雙棲動物
蔡健雅－假想敵
楊丞琳－理想情人

因為他有在MV出現 >.<
his blog

i have a dream,
and that is to open a toy shop with my korkor and meimei..
then i'll go Japan and be the 'buyer'(that's what they call in Isetan)
so i can bring lots of nice nice figurines and toys for the community
small dream?
to me,
it's big.

some things to say

2006-05-29T17:15:00.000+08:00

firstly,i wanna say that
賀君翔 is so shuai..
男人不壞,女人不愛??

secondly,
Steve Jobs is my 偶像

thirdly,
i am so worn out
i can't take it anymore
ON STAND-BY MODE

朝はきれいだね・・・

2006-05-27T12:24:00.000+08:00

今早粉開心~~~
超黑皮的!!
為什麼啊..
因為我是"小妹妹"的關係..
好美的早晨!!!
不用吃,
看就飽了!!!
さくらくん？？？　笑
最近覺得越"台"的男人我越愛..
阿信!! =)

"有些人說不清那裡好,
但就是誰都代替不了"
-"遺失的美好",張紹涵

服裝設計?
廣告設計?
那個好?

IMA KARA,KINO NO MEMBA- DESU

2006-05-26T09:26:00.000+08:00

yday i went kinokuniya
and i became a member
because there is a 20% storewide discount
from 20th may to 26th may
and i wanted to buy JLPT past yr paper
and KERA
$39.20 total after discount
TAKAI
but the past yr paper is good
got CD can practice listening
bought famous amos also
i spent so much yday
:(

just saw that female doc who
'unintentionally' was sufing net
and obstructing my work
#@$!$#*#!$!!@#

today i went to wards
the nursing officers are
nice people
and i saw atwo handsome docs
sounds superficial
but
it isnt a everyday thing all right!

250506 fishballs

2006-05-25T18:01:00.000+08:00

HAJIME returns to Singapore today

anyway
during today's lunch
i heard some XXX(some university)
medical students talking
to-be doctors
she said
"changi cheat my money
6 fishballs for $3
here 8 fishballs
$2.40 somemore"
i think she is desperate for
conversation
next time u all see doctors
talk to them about fishballs
maybe they can offer some cheap deals

and anyway anyway
Toh Guan Rd 24 hr Kopitiam
8 fishballs for $2
haha
sld have told her yeah
and the uncle vendor is very friendly

真愛真的存在?

2006-05-24T13:56:00.000+08:00

just came back from lunch
performance by Bedok View Sec
taking
pictures
pictures
and more
pictures
but the most impressive thing
was not the performance
but this chinese old couple
who asked this malay woman
to help take a pic of the 2 of them
and send it to them
via their address
aging appearances,
but not aging love
真愛真的存在?

私もあなたもPOCKY!

2006-05-24T09:21:00.000+08:00

I AM SO TIRED TODAY

BUT IT IS A GREAT MORNING

やーローポロシャツなので～
ウレシイ！！
ハハハ・・・・

私もあなたも~~POCKY!~~POLO!

220506

2006-05-23T09:28:00.000+08:00

yday was a bad day at work cos there was so much to do
and i had to do it alone
went to the OCG department
only good thing was
it was near the neurosurgery department
where the handsome doc lies(haha)

received jasmine's postcard..
confused now...

i am so tired....
but today's morning is kind of nice ^^

200506

2006-05-20T10:50:00.000+08:00

today
i didn't go for work
cos i am aching everywhere
because of Isetan Private Sale

yday evening
i went to buy soft cream
HAJIME treated me
mango smoothie from
MCcafe
i refused in the beginning
he seemed pissed
haha
so
i said
KO-HI GA AMARI SUKI JYANAI(i dun really like coffee)
actually he was drinking latte
in the end
he drank
mango smoothie too
after a chat with him
i learnt that

-he is rich
he has a LV card holder
and wads of S$50s and S$10s
his air ticket was S$4000
cos he asked me to visit Japan one day
he asked me how much is the air ticket
KUKOU CHIKETTO HOW MUCH?(how much is the air ticket?
i said
i'm not too sure
he started to count
...
...
...
then he said
S$4000?
i guess it meant that
his KUKOU CHIKETTO was S$4000
which is
expensive
he is here on business
not on tour!
wow
-he is married with 3 kids
one son 22 yrs(maybe he can introduce to me)
two daughters 15 yrs & 18 yrs
18 yrs & 22 yrs are studying in
a Yokohama university
-he is leaving Singapore for Bangkok
on 22nd May,then coming back on 25th
his wife is coming to meet him from Japan
-he has 2 Japanese friends in Singapore
both of very high positions in F&B industries
-he was on business in DaLian in China for a year
but CHUUGOKUGO WA DEKINAI(cannot speak chinese)
he only knows MING BAI MA?(understand?)
-he says i can go work in his shop in Japan
09:00~18.00
S$100
twice my pay
but hey,
things in Japan are expensive
i shall eat mocha soft cream
and crepes
and cheesecake everyday?
-he gave me his short msg link
but singapore doesn't use such technology
as in
send msg via the Internet
but can be read on the phone

after that he went back to work
quite hurriedly
maybe he was scared that
the soft cream melts
the temperature was impt
when i just arrived at Isetan
the assistant told him
-6 degrees!
he became nervous
n went off to get some more dry ice

i bought my soft cream
he gave me a dollar discount
LOL

don't worry,
i won't go dark places with him
haha
he's old enough
to be my dad
i guess he's just lonely
in Singapore
btw
he is about my height

some people must
be thinking
i'm weird to
talk to old men
at least my sister thinks so
she says
i like to talk to strangers
haha
is it?

sometimes it is
easier to click with strangers
than some acquaintances
like Isetan customers
they can talk to each other
about kids' undergarments
and talk about Robinsons
in Isetan
and they look like
they are having fun

i know the way
i type is irritating
but i am lazy to
form full sentences

ISETAN PRIVATE SALE 180506

2006-05-19T12:22:00.000+08:00

Isetan Private Sale was crazy
as in
C-R-A-Z-Y
there were so many people
too many
Isetan sld pay me more
it is seriously hard work

the store opened at 9am
at first it looked not so bad
but after a while
i had to check the stock of like,
6 shoes at a time
can u imagine?

later i became undergarment promoter
teaching a mother what was the difference
between 2 underwears
and also,
swimwear promoter
when i was just supposed to be a
shoe department helper

the day went by,
and time for lunch!
i ate the jumbo inari,
OISHIKATTA
later i wondered and talked to
an auntie who came to buy shoes from me
in the morning
i hope she can help me find a job in the
Japanese Food Fair

back to work in the afternoon
afternoon was ok
managable
sold stuff to Koreans
and Japaneses
I think Japaneses like to swim
they are the majority of the
swimwear customers
YARO- WA NAI. BULU DAKE DESU. (no yellow,blue only)

then dinner time
i ate SUN MOULIN bread
this red bean thing was nice
but not the sugar bun
also ate mocha soft cream
OISHIKATTA
so
i told the chef
Jimmy-chan(actually is HAJIME)
hoho
he said
HONTOUNI(really?)
i said
HAI,MOCHA GA DAISUKI (ya,i like green tea)
then we talked
he lives in Japan
and he gave me his handphone number
!
both Singapore's and Japan's
he said
if i am sad, call him
haha
i think he was just trying to flirt with me
anyway
he's a stranger so
i will be cautious

http://www.isetan.com.sg/supermart/media/img_m41_supermart01.jpg

HAJIME is the face beside the green ice cream
haha

now me and my bro
are sick
ISETAN private sale
is
THAT
crazy

170506

2006-05-17T18:08:00.000+08:00

today was
not much
went cardiology department
dunno why
had a no-nonsense attitude there
i was in the department that
is in charge of the whole body
no heart=no life

and seriously
you cannot imagine how messy
doctors can be
both female and male ones
are untidy
so i am not the most
untidy person
haha

today was really,really
tiring......

160506

2006-05-17T10:08:00.000+08:00

160506

went back to CDC
saw the SARS and dengue wards
there were so many SARS wards la!
4 wards x 20 rooms = 80
for the whole of singapore
it may not seem much
but i think it was
more than enough
for the doctors n nurses then

to get to CDC
need to pass by the A&E section
i saw a medic
whoa
i froze
charming!
haha
actually
只要是认真的男人就帅
穿制服的更帅
haha

went back to TTSH in the afternoon
a doctor has got zen micro
haha sometimes i will
forget that docs are humans too
they also have sweet looking
marriage photos
so dun give excuses like
you are too busy to love
because even doctors can do it
with their unimaginably packed schedules
it's just a matter of
putting the effort or not

CDC

2006-05-16T09:49:00.000+08:00

i wanna tell all my friends
that u guys are one of
the nicest things
that has ever happened to me
and i really appreciate u guys
altho sometimes we will quarrel over
if i went off tune singing
or different opinions
u guys are great

yday i went to CDC
Communicable Disease Centre
where the people who are infected
with infectious diseases are treated
however the diseases cannot be transmitted
thru normal contact
so don't worry

and did u all know that
AIDS patients are not supposed to have a funeral
after they die?
at CDC
a small corner
lies a little house which has a chimney
that's for them
they are cremated immediately
after they die
but 2 yrs ago
they were allowed to have a funeral
given the condition that they are 'wrapped'
some precautions i guess
maybe actually the wolf
in the The Three Little Pig story
died of AIDS
instead of being scalded
chimney chimney
haha ok not funny

dover park hospice is at novena
and not dover(west)
now i know
LOL

i've always thought that
doctors and nurses at TTSH
are very noble
but those at CDC
are even more noble
the environment is worst
aiya
all of them are really noble
but some are grumpy
or humorous
and some like Star Wars
and guitars
and ferrero rocher
some are really messy
like 15cm high of papers
and books and papers
can't even see the table
some are old
but one was really handsome
WOO!
haha

today i am going back CDC
what will i discover today?

久しぶり～

2006-05-15T09:58:00.000+08:00

uncle quek!
i MIA cos i in TTSH ok.

yday i went to my uncle's house
my cousin's 1st birthday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIA RUI!
my uncle is almost 50..
but it's ok,i can help take care of her
she's so cute

my cousin has a Japanese auntie
i talked to her a bit
glad she understood me
LOL

ate at Hoshi 星 in IMM yday
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY
bought my ~~own~~Lin JJ's album
nice..
Sarang Heyo means I Love You

watched 恶魔在身边
贺军翔超帅的!
"我不能阻止危险的发生,但我能保护妳..."

haddo ge-i de-su!!
FOOO!!

Game!!

2006-05-09T10:24:00.000+08:00

http://game.coden.ntt.com/contest/work/36/36.html

Kissing Game..Click on the 「スタート」 on the right to start playing!

Aim: to kiss the OL as many times as possible when the boss is not looking!

When the boss turns away to answer the phone,left click and hold to run the kissing meter. Release when he turns back. If you get caught, GAME OVER!

Went Snow City, Batam, East Coast to rollerblade, May's belated bday 'celebration', Ruhua's 'School Day' turned 'Pretty Day' over the past week.. shall blog about them later..

i got 91 marks for my Japanese test! ウレシイ！

I really hate myself sometimes..

2006-04-29T20:17:00.000+08:00

Ever since that incident I find it hard to trust people,
thinking that they are out to trick me, just for fun.
I hate the feeling, so I have been quite defensive of myself all these while.
of course it doesn't apply to my close friends,
but still,I don't actually say what I really feel sometimes.
I feel that I can't trust anyone..
I don't want to tell anyone my problems, don't want to share my inner feelings,
in fear of being a victim of my own emotions..

Again and again it has slipped away quietly because I couldn't give it my complete trust,
and it looks like it's going to happen again..

and all I can do is to laugh, and forget about it..
because.....
it's really really hard for me to trust any guy anymore..

一次又一次的拒絕不是因為感情的否絕,
而是因為害怕又一次流下不必要的眼淚.

気ー持ーちー

2006-04-27T20:14:00.000+08:00

i dunno why but recently i feel like blogging everything down..
it's as if my brain has no more space to store all my thoughts..
let me begin with something i saw in office.. some UN badges and the name badge of the old but cool policeman..
太帅了！
i stood there for quite a while to look at his stuff..
humorous guy + uniform = ultimate =) haha (maybe only xiuli can ever understand hoho)

and that day i read about people's 秘密のキス(secret kiss)
someone said he was a soccer coach of a sch and his secret kiss was with his student's mother!!
a few actually said they kissed their friends' bf/gf!!
he was on the way to toilet, she was coming out of the toilet,
and it seemed the right moment to hug and kiss..
then they pretended nothing happened..
haa

and also, i think on sunday The New Paper had a article on attached/married women having one night stands..
when i read that i was very confused..
somehow their reasoning sounds very right and at the same time very wrong to me..to a certain extent they are not entirely wrong i guess..
people can like a lot of things at the same time right... are the people in the wrong..
im confused... anyway love is not as innocent as it was already..

i guess sometimes,u just can't control your feelings..

and the last thing is dedicated to someone special..
just wana tell u ..

i hate u for taking away a part of me
i hate u for lying to me
i hate u for ruining my life
i hate u for making me cry
i hate u for wasting my time
i hate u for ever entering my life
i hate u for your existence
i hate u for destroying me
i hate u for making me hate everything that has got to do with u
i hate u for ur stupid attitude
i hate u for ur fucking stupid smiling face( it totally irks me)
i hate u for being able to just laugh it off
i hate u for making me feel like a failure
and
i hate u for making me hate u(which is a total waste of time and energy)
i hate u for making me hate myself

basically i hate u because u are u and the things that u have done

i wish u will just disappear ok?
just vanish..
u are the reason why i dun feel complete all these years..
i hate the feeling...
i just hate it.

i hate u TTD.

i am jus angry and sad all of a sudden. i think it's PMS.

haha nothing much..

2006-04-26T21:58:00.000+08:00

in my office, the security department very zai..
the heads were all police before!
can u just imagine the uniforms? hah enough to make me faint..
one was bodyguard of SM Goh once, and the other is ex-trainer of Police Academy!
the latter is a very suave man,tho in his late 40s already. i have all along thot that he is very cool..now he is even more cool..太帅了!!不过太老了。。哈哈。。

我要失身失声了。。
Paul Law Hang Chi.....
too late to meet him today..
hahaha...

我要快乐

2006-04-26T21:34:00.000+08:00

打印预览又被爱伤了一遍
无所谓当作成长
刚刚走开的人
烟还点着味道却淡了
我并不是天生爱寂寞
却比任何人都多
就算把世界给我
我还是一无所有
我要快乐我要能睡的安稳
有些人不抱了才温暖
离开了才不恨我早应该割舍
我要快乐哪怕笑的再大声
心不是热的全都是假的
只有眼泪是真的
把从前想了一遍
谢谢了伤我的人
想做乐观的人
每种雨声听了都不冷
我并不是天生爱寂寞
却比任何人都多
就算把世界给我
我还是一无所有
我要快乐我要能睡的安稳
有些人不抱了才温暖
离开了才不恨我早应该割舍
我要快乐哪怕笑的再大声
心不是热的全都是假的
我的决定是对的

hahaha

2006-04-26T09:31:00.000+08:00

it's really funny sometimes to look back the things i have done,
and the things that i have thought about..
how could i have thought those are possible?
they seem like impossible situations now..
i'm like so dumbbb....

and what's happening to me??
i woke at 4.30am on my own accord this morning..
and dreamt of a baby tearing up vegetables that were as big as him!!
and also japanese restaurants in a wet market!!
what the??? it can't get weirder..

and i think i am going to die from my cough.....
like seriously....
i need my Dr Paul Law Hang Chi!! hahahaha....

cough flu sore throat whatever

2006-04-25T21:17:00.000+08:00

I HATE TO BE SICK!!!

Thoughts(1) - I love my teh-o

2006-04-25T09:41:00.000+08:00

Recently I have been spending a lot of time with myself, both physical and mental time. I think about my future, think about friends, think about how the world works, think about what I should do.. basically thinking a lot. But sometimes I don’t get an answer, which is frustrating! And everyday, there just got to be something that will make feel happy and of course, sad and lousy too. I know, in some ways, like perhaps studies, I can never compete with others. By this, I have already lose access to a big world of the world. Everyday when I read the newspaper, there will be this financial analyst, or this management consultant(who is willing to give up this $100,000 annual pay if he gets elected as MP.. -_-” it’s not really big deal, MPs earn as much) who are earning big big bucks.. high class socialites who attend high class events to show off wealth and beauty..and articles on overachievers.. I don’t think I’ll ever be like them ever.. not that I don’t want to try, I just don give a damn about it you know. Some people are just high high above, have that elegance, while some will lead simple lives. I don’t think there is any wrong with it. Ceylon tea or whatever v.s. my teh-o in kopitiam.. same right? But the world thinks there is something wrong with it and the world is trying to tell me that and I don’t really want to accept it. I don’t really like the idea of living my life how people want me to live.

Going up the 39th of Standard Chartered Bank Building in Raffles Place you will get the International Chinese Bank. You will immediately get the idea that all the people there are important and rich people (which I was not, I was just simply there). Now, that’s something the world is going towards – wealth, prestige. Then going up the elevator was another thing. Like the sitting in the plane, there is pressure and your ears get blocked. That feeling was suffocating. Sort of helpless I guess. When I reached, the bank was just a normal office. Except it was very quiet and very cold in there. Nothing special. When I came out of the building, the feeling was like attaining freedom again? Haha. In movies working in banks looks so fun and cool.. (Firewall) and in Korean dramas, the son of top management is always very handsome (My Name is Kim Sam Soon, whoa! The male lead is kakkoii), and in Japanese dramas, it’s about robbing the banks and police(Bayside Shakedown and another show which I forgot the name). I guess the world is filled with illusions and what you want and what you like will never be the same when you exactly get to experience it. For now, I’m just like a little fish, swimming in the big ocean, trying to find a place that would suit me. I would like a place which the water is warmer, where the sun is shining brightly, where there are friendly fishes and organisms, and of course somewhere which everyone enjoys music.. Hope I can find it real soon =) it kinda sucks when you are without directions. I shall have faith.. One day.. one day, I will find it..

Speaking about swimming, there are 5 public swimming pools in the West!! Chervons, CDANS, CSC, BB Swimming Complex and JE Swimming Complex. So many for what?? Compensate cos West Coast cannot be even treated like a coast isit? Hah. Shall blog about my swimming next time. I’m talking too much. Time to think again. =)

It's amazing what language can do

2006-04-22T23:18:00.000+08:00

It's amazing what language can do..
what people say can hurt u so much, and at the same time make u very happy..
today was a day that language decided to be nicer to me.. haha
Happy Day!

バスケット様＾＾

This evening the RB watched Firewall at West Mall..(it rhymes!)
The starting was confusing and I thot the ending was a bit lame..
everyone just sort of... died.. haha..
but it was still a fun evening becos of RB!
the usual very funny jokes.. (danny's surprised expression when he saw smth on Joanne's hair, Amy's joke, someone not getting to **** Bird(whistle)) and also,the nice ID photo of Bird's..so cool =)

2006-04-15T23:05:00.000+08:00

在人生的當兒,
一定會遇上虛偽的人.
唯一能做的是,
就是忠於自己,
做足自己的本份!
別人要怎麼說,怎麼想..
就隨他們吧!

不要氣餒!

相葉雅紀
堂本光一
バスケットボール様
ブラウンニ様

恋愛したい！！！　笑

Cold Hokkaido

2006-04-12T22:50:00.000+08:00

Now I know why my sensei,despite the strong air condition in the classroom,always take off her cardigan whenever she walks into the classroom..
It's because she's from Sapporo(In Hokkaido) and weather in Hokkaido can go down to as low as -20 degrees..
-_-"
No wonder...
Anyway, I like my sensei.. she's cute ^^

日本語の先生は教室に入れた時、エアコンは強いのに、いつもカーディガンを脱ぐの理由が分かった。。
北海道の気溫はとっても低いです！
-20℃は無理ではないで、ね先生は札幌（北海道に）から。。
とにかく、先生が大好きだよ。。可愛いから　＾＾

FEAR

2006-04-12T16:38:00.000+08:00

好久沒那麼害怕了..
是恐慌的感覺吧..
害怕不知的未來..
害怕做錯選擇..
害怕走錯那一步..
害怕...

害怕..
這世界其實根本就沒有讓我存在的理由於地方.
因為,
這世界太快了,
而我,
太慢了.

anime voices

2006-04-11T17:11:00.000+08:00

sometimes i find it amazing that behind anime voices, are real people speaking..it's just hard to imagine..Koichi as a anime character:

很煩

2006-04-10T10:17:00.000+08:00

It's hard to bottle it all inside...
I feel suffocated!!!!
I need to scream.....
......I hate how the world works....
How can I change my mindset...
How....

ドラマ：＜1リットルの涙＞

2006-04-07T13:10:00.000+08:00

泣いたままドラマ：＜1リットルの涙＞を見たばかりです。。
悲しかった！！！！！！！！
恋愛できなかった、言葉が話せなかった、両足も両手も使えなかった。。
でも、亜也さんはただとっても強かった。。
諦めなかった。。
みんなは亜也さんの勇気がなくちゃ！
頑張れ～～～

I just watched a Japanese drama called <1公升的眼淚>,loosely translated as <1 litre of tears>, a true story of a girl who had 背髓小脑变性症(I don't know the name in English). She was just 15 years old when she was diagnosed with this illness. In time to come, she would be unable to walk, to talk, to control her actions, but her thinking abilities still remains. She was a very clever girl who just got into a good high school, was a very good basket baller who had good future, and had someone she loved. However, she had no choice but to leave her school and enroll in a special school for the disabled because by then she had problems with walking already. Her friends thought that she was affecting their school life. However, there was still a classmate who was willing to share her sorrows. Basically the drama is about how she went through her life despite a lot of difficulties.(If I go on I'll never stop)

亜也：お母さん、あたし結婚できる？
(Mother,will I be able to get married?)

was something she said..
She passed away at the age of 25 years old..

A really inspiring story I must say..Imagine yourself waking up and realising you can't walk anymore,or that when you want to write,you can't even hold the pen properly. Yet she lived on..

Watch this drama!! Another reason: the cast is very good looking..haha

this is the doctor,Mizuno sensei..acted by Naohito Fujiki 藤木直人
Is it ever possible in real life??

I kept crying and crying when I was watching it..

”神様はどうしてあたしが選んで？”
（Why did God chose me?)

Good question,but no one had the answer to that...
So,everyone must live life like there's no tommorrow yeah?

2006-04-05T19:56:00.000+08:00

me,Nishino Takeshi sensei and my sister

haha..
my mummy said something that hurt me again..
i know,believing in myself is enough..
but sometimes, a little,little recognition won't hurt eh.

夢

2006-04-05T19:12:00.000+08:00

我做了一個很奇怪的夢..
很少有這樣單純的夢..
偶爾這樣也不錯 ^^

バスケットボール様、
ありがとう～

大家好!

2006-04-05T18:26:00.000+08:00

久しぶりですね～
みんな元気？？
最近暑いですね
でも、今雨が降っていますよ～

好久不見!
大家好嗎??
好久沒出現了 ^^"
對宗實讀者說聲對不起(我有宗實讀者嗎??哈哈)

最近我領悟了好多,
多虧我無次的失敗..哈哈
每個人都不同,
有的人呢,為錢而忙..
有的人為夢想而忙.
有的人什麼都忙,
但有的人卻沒什麼好忙.

他們都沒錯.

他們有自己所謂的理由
想過富有的生活,
想過充實的生活..
在為別的人生活,
或者不知道想怎樣生活.

但我想,
只要開心就好.
我是說,真正的開心.
聽起來容易,但能真的做到的人,
少之又少.
為何?

情況.
情況所逼.
能選者自己要走的路的機會不一定會有,
可能一開始命運早就安排好了.
但這時的你不能放棄.
要竭盡所能,做你能做的.
即使不是你想要的人生道路.
因為,
或許這樣對你來說會比較好.

人有時會對自己想要,想做的東西有著強烈的固執心態,
所以會想不通.
但總要想通吧..
有時,最重要的就是向前走,
別想那麼多,
一定會有出路的.
從中找到的快樂,
我想,
會比那些"比較容易得到快樂"好許多吧.
沒有失敗過,是永遠不會知道真正擁有快樂的感覺.
所以,你是幸福的.
你,
能有機會感受道這一切.

可是,
失敗不是藉口.
要從中得到啟示,
再有安排之下,
走你的下一步.

這樣,
人生會比較充實喔~

大家走的路,
不一定是最好的.
那只是對大家來說,
最容易,最好的路.
你自己想走的路,
才是最棒的.
你,一個人,
感受得到就夠了.
因為,
這是你的人生.

從今天起,
對你的人生要有所掌握喔~
(其實我在跟自己說話,不過大家可以做參考 ^^)

Hiphop masterclass

2006-02-26T21:39:00.000+08:00

Today i went for Hiphop masterclass conducted by Mr Takeshi Nishino from Japan..
Don't laugh! went just for fun... anyway it was really fun... Nishino was very friendly and really very good in dancing..

I wanted to take photo with him, so I decided to practice my japanese with him.. first time talking in full japanese to a Japanese!

Hui Ee: Shashin wo totte mo ii desu ka. 写真を撮ってもいいですか。Can i take a picture?
T.Nishino: ii! nihonjin desu ka.　いい。日本人ですか。Yes! Japanese?
Hui Ee: Iie, nihongo wo benkyoushiteiru.　いいえ、日本語を勉強している。No, studying Japanese.

he actually understood!! wahaha!! thanks to joanne who lent me her camera... so i could take picture with the choreographer for w-inds PV,'kireida'..

今日私と妹は日本からの西野武のヒプホプマスタークラスへ行った！
笑わない！とにかく、本当に楽しかった。。西野先生はとっても親切な、ダンスがとっても上手だ！！

私は先生と写真を撮りたい、それで日本語を練習することに決めた。。
日本人と日本語を話すのは初めです！！

あたし：写真を撮ってもいいですか。
西野先生：いい！日本人ですか。
あたし：いいえ、日本語を勉強している。

先生はあたしの日本語がわかった！絶対楽しかった！！！

Takeshi Nishino(西野武）is a dance instructor at Dance Studio Mind in Japan which specialises in Hip Hop, Contemporary, Jazz and Street. He was a former tour background dancer for the J-Pop group, TRF (a dance and vocal group fronted by Namie Amuro's ex-husband, Sam). On top of that, Takeshi has also choreographed for renowned J-Pop stars like Haruki-Horie of the Sound Cream Stepperz, Hilty & Bosch, Ryohei Kondo of Condors, W-inds and ZONE.
Takeshi has represented Japan for various dance events such as the 1999 Rave 2001 in Sapporo and the 2001, 2003 and 2005 Japan Dance Delight. In 1999, he was given a special award at the ‘99 B-Tribe Street Dance Contest. In 2000, he was a guest performer at the 2000 Japan Dance Delight.

久ぶり～

2006-02-25T09:08:00.000+08:00

hello people no time no see...
been working... i dun like working..
and results will be out on Wednesday...
doushiru no??

going to breakfast alr,
see u guys soon...

to my taiwan friends!!!

2006-02-15T20:57:00.000+08:00

振傳uncle有收到,初一那天他?我有沒有收到你的賀卡。他說他也有。

我的成績要放榜了,十分的害怕,万一考不好就完蛋了啦。。。

要是去年用功一点就好了,不用為這个而担心。

唯一能做的就是祈求菩薩抱佑,

哈哈。。

要開學了哦,加油!

現在?在金門念書嗎?会有机会來台湾嗎?

我好想去日本念書,不过不可能啦,钱不够用。。

為什么有些人就是那么有钱呢?分一些給我嘛。

哈哈。。

i'm not sure if you can see this, i hope so!!

ショピングした！

2006-02-11T00:12:00.000+08:00

買い物した、
たくさん着物を買った！
本当うにお金がない。。
悲しかった
お金がないたら、日本へ行けない！！
でも、着物はきれい、買いたいです

来週、来週。。
日本の旅行のために貯金する。。

この夢というのは何ですか？

2006-02-09T23:00:00.000+08:00

昨夜、日本語で夢をした。。（笑）
チンルイとさんイステイさんは夢の中。。
とても可笑しいね。。

私の夢に父を見た。。
夢に、父は死ぬしまった。。
私は悲しかった、泣いた。。
兄さんはあたしに「泣かない、泣かない」と言った。。
本当に悪夢です。。。

ｙｄａｙ　ｎｉｇｈｔ　ｉ　ｄｒｅａｍｔ　ｉｎ　ｊａｐａｎｅｓｅ．．
ｉｔ’ｓ　ａ　ｇｏｏｄ　ｓｔａｒｔ！　ｈａｈａ！
ｄｒｅａｍｔ　ｏｆ　ｑｉｎｒｕｉ　ａｎｄ　ｉｓｔｙ　ａｌｓｏ．．
ｗｅｉｒｄ．．

ｉ　ａｌｓｏ　ｄｒｅａｍｔ　ｔｈａｔ　ｍｙ　ｄａｄ　ｐａｓｓｅｄ　ａｗａｙ．．
ｉ　ｒｅａｌｌｙ　ｄｕｎｎｏ　ｗｈａｔ　ｉｔ　ｍｅａｎｓ．．
ｉ　ｋｅｐｔ　ｃｒｙｉｎｇ，ａｎｄ　ｍｙ　ｂｒｏｔｈｅｒ　ｔｏｌｄ　ｍｅ　ｎｏｔ　ｔｏ　ｃｒｙ．．
ｗｈａｔ　ａ　ｎｉｇｈｔｍａｒｅ．．

可不可以不作你的朋友？

2006-02-06T01:01:00.000+08:00

歌曲：不作你的朋友
歌手：S.H.E 专辑：不想长大

慢慢失忆
所有和你的事情必须忘记
爱的盆地
深怕在一滴眼泪就会决堤
我也不想被你肯定
在这个时候说我
让你感动过

别握住我的手
说我一定会懂
作不成的爱人
变成最好朋友
别牵著我的手
想著别人脸孔
换个方式牵手
并不会更好过
可不可以不作你的朋友

慢慢心痛
没有人发现我和从前不同
你的眼中
看得见另一个人给的感动
我也不要你心疼我
在这个时候对我
比从前温柔

应该放晴的天气
还下雨别这样下去
我难过但是说不出口
一直逃避我以为闭上眼睛就能忘记
我的记忆开始在雨天的七月二十三
慢慢经过我们一起绕过的十字街头
怎么走都走不到尽头
可不可以别回头
可不可以就放手
可不可以不作你的朋友

如果是朋友的话，是否可以停止这一切？
不要再伤害对方了。。

chingay

2006-02-03T21:03:00.000+08:00

today's chingay.. i wanted to watch as i was in town to buy KERA,(but the sea shipment got delayed to 6th feb.. wasted my time la..) but watching it alone wasn't that fun so i walked from ngee ann city to tanglin mall. (before that i walked from park mall to ngee ann city - bus route was diverted due to chingay) i saw so many niceee condos for the first time..nv knew they existed.. next time i wanna live there with my kimura san..

hehe.. next time u guys go town,don walk the places where it's crowded.. walk the 'behind places' ... very interesting... becos i didn't buy KERA and no one had time to accompany me watch chingay i just kept walking.. i wanted to walk home.. haha but later i saw tanglin mall..and so i took 105 home..

'A' levels results are coming out,what lies beyond?
i really dun wanna think about it..

tmw i'm going road blocking(road block + visiting haha)!

random pics..

cute girl..

and handsome guy... recognise him?swing girls's male lead..

Ma-chan!

2006-01-26T23:54:00.000+08:00

相葉雅紀はかわいいね～

1st go at photoshop..

2006-01-18T16:04:00.000+08:00

we miss jasmine!

初めまして、私はフイイーです。

2006-01-17T23:11:00.000+08:00

今晩、買い物したいので、ＩＭＭ　に行った。。。
も一度リムさんを見た！
リムさんを見ることは楽しい。。＾＿＾
踊りたいほどうれしかったよ！（笑）
かわいいね。。美少年　＾＿＾
リムさんはあたしを見たくなかった。。
あたしはきれいじゃない、かわいくない、頭が悪い、せいが高くない。。
リムさんを見たいだけです。。
ｏｎｅ　ｄａｙ，あそこでリムさんがいっだら、あたし。。多分。。悲しいよ。
リムさんはあたしが知らないかもしれません。。でも、大丈夫だ。
ａｆｔｅｒ　ａｌｌ，
これはあたしの美夢です。

すみませんが、
私は日本語がよく話せません。。
日本語で書きたいの理由は。。
私の気持ちは
皆が知りたくない。。

疲れかった。。
寝たい。。
皆、じゃ～

今、も一度美夢の時。

I HATE BINDING

2006-01-16T18:01:00.000+08:00

I was a photocopy lady the whole day,photocoping and binding lots of paper..OMGtotally disgusted!i'm sorry,pjc photocopy ladies,for scolding u all when u all photocopy extra or lesser..now i know how it feels...my back hurts.... =(
today's first day of japanese advance lessons..kowai ne..just realised my colleague also from JCS!i'm not alone.... lol...
afetr lesson going for batch meeting..leave some food for meeee!
*my back hurts............. i hate binding......*

making clothes

2006-01-14T00:14:00.000+08:00

i saw a nice pair of pants in KERA! that singapore will nv have so i decided to do it myself.. although the materials' cost exceeded my budget..
i hope i can save up and buy a sewing machine soon =)
oh yah,i bought the smurf shirt already.. it's fated.. lol
my home comp is super laggy..
...

winning and losing

2006-01-12T14:07:00.000+08:00

now i know what post she holds..
but what's the point of achieving much when no one acknowledges u?
what a loser... hahah!

i finally scored in winning eleven!!
bwahaha! but is brazil vs south korea
and 2 vs 1 somemore.. -_-
demo ganbarimasu!!

私はリムさんに会いました！

2006-01-09T21:54:00.000+08:00

今晩、リムさんに会いました！！
私はなんで幸運なんだ！！
私が覚えるかどうか知りません。。
リムさんはかわいいね～～
幸せの気持ち？
（笑）

horse riding

2006-01-07T23:37:00.000+08:00

today's not 7th Jan, but jus wanna make a note of this special day so i track back =>

met my cousin in the morning to go horse riding! =)
took Mega's(a horse racer and dancer and mountain climber who looks like 40 yrs old when he's actually 65) car to Kulai,where The Legends Resort is..went to the Rider's Lodge and booked the beginner's course (M$102) and watched some kids ride their horses..so nervous..was scared that the horse would throw me off la..haha..

after that we went to the resort to have our lunch.. chicken chop there was nice man! haha..took a buggy ride to the fishing lake.but had no time to fish..
soon it was time to ride...haha..whoa,look at those muscles man!LOL..many of them are ex-race horses..now they r old..but still very tall,very majestic..my horse was Katie,my brother's Impiana,and my cousin's Kampung Boy..our instructor was Catherine..there was a horse named 'Is it true' and one called 'Please be true' so we joked that they r friends and when they are talking it would be something like that..

"Is it true?"
"Please be true..."

hahaa...
was really nervous when we had to step up the stirrups to get up the horse..haha..anyway fyi,to make the horse go right,u gotta pull the right rein/kick the left side of the horse.. and vice versa.. to stop,pull the reins. to move,kick both sides with ur lower legs and heels..
Kampung Boy had a rather bad temper,almost threw my cousin off! when it was supposed to trot,it neighed and stood on 2 legs! u know,that kind,very majestic pose..? cool man.. but my cousin was tramatised..now he hates kampung boy hahaha...Katie was quite alright,a bit naughty sometimes..had to use a whip...lol!Impiana was a bit slow... haha...
i think troting is really hard.. super tiring... and i can't keep up with the horse..but i really wish to try again ^_^now i kinda like horses..they r really majestic animals..and cute too ^^

now i know why they called doing 'that' 'riding a horse'!! it's damn tiring and the things u do during riding and 'that' are very similar..ahaha
jockey's outfit very nice.... shall be my inspiration for my next outfit..also bought a lucky horse shoe..

uma ga sukidayo!! =)

ROAR

2006-01-04T14:15:00.000+08:00

something i really cnt stand is someone who criticises my art piece..i just wanna slam her face into the wall,poke her eyeballs with my fingers,throw her to tigers(or men),take the guards' guns to shoot her,make her trip over a banana skin,pump her stomach with water,slash her with a zanbatto.....

i hate people who comment when they dunno anything.

lunch and back

2006-01-03T14:01:00.000+08:00

today is the day school reopens..
and also the day i begin using adult fare =(
i dun really like adult's world..
oh well..

bought a roll(13.5m) of ribbon at city hall at 80cents which would have cost me 2 dollars per metreat spotlight!
and lunch at 2 dollars..
cheap cheap good good...
now back to work..

cmb band camp

2006-01-02T14:29:00.000+08:00

realised i haven't blogged about the band camp..
went to css band concert + promo(n)tion ceremony on 29/12/05..
nice to see my juniors and friends again..
minna wa kirei ni natta yo~
long time didn't see danny liao,his hair so messy haha! amy and bird's hair so nice..
i want also~ too bad jasmine and may weren't there that night..

didn't want to stay over cos i've got work mah,
but later i stayed becos the 2-word game was far too fun!
first game was played by padey,hakim,cindy and me cos xiuli couldn't take the weird stuff... hahaha...
watermelon..papaya....
then wanted to go into band room..
mr tan was still talking so we stayed at the fitness corner to talk about narrrrnia... lol....
went into the band room and hakim wanted his skateboard!! haha..
can nv forget man... i laughed so hard i couldn't breathe.. haha..
still got the padey's rose... prank rose... also damn funny la...
later padey got forced to go bathe.. so we played with the walkie talkie with mr tan..
i wanted to narnia him in the end shanghai babe got it... darn funny la....
as band room has to be locked we went up to talk..played another round of 2-word game..it became more... ahem.. haha but we still laughed soo hard.. too tired i think.. haha..
the stupidest thing is we got frightened by the hand dryer in the girls' toilet!!
hakim la...
too bored,so we went to scare pple..but no big reactions..
in the end went weikang's room,wanted to play ps2 but i see car racing i dun wan liao...lol..
later... soon we all fell asleep... it was around 4.30am already...
amazingly i woke up at around 6am and everyone was like dead,all sleeping except for some zombies who were playing ps2..
didn't say bye to them cos i didn't want to wake them up but someone scolded me say i nv say bye bye to him! lol..
went to get my bag alone which was quite scary but i had no choice cos i needed to go home and bathe and go for work!
later met xiuli(she woke up too) and she accompanyed me down and coincidentally mushroom came to sch so i was able to get out..
went home and slept! haha bed was super comfortable la.. but soon had to dragged myself up cos i had to work!(damn!) .. couldn't concentrate at work and almost got caught sleeping!! -_-"
but it was fun fun fun!
thanks for the fun everyone! esp. xiuli,cindy,hakim and padey! hehe =)

went to my cousin's hse warming yday,she lives at marine terrace with her pilot husband.. lucky girl..
went parkway parade and boughted a shirt in ebase...
and then a long mrt ride home..

Ken Hirai - Pop Star
(my friendster song,right click and save as target)

あげましておめでとうございます！

2006-01-01T10:51:00.000+08:00

みんなさん、
あげましておめでとうございます！
あさ新聞を見て、地球人が日本の勉強のクラスがあります！
日本に勉強したい、でもお金じゃない！S$2000　ですね。。
とっても悲しい。。。
本当に行きたいよ。。。
本当に、本当に、悲しい。。

everyone,
happy new year!
read the newspaper today, chukyujin has japanese study course!
i really wanna go study there,but it costs S$2000 excluding airfare...
maybe next yr....
really very sad... not a good start for this yr...

=(

怀念羞涩的感觉。

2005-12-26T20:37:00.000+08:00

最近有许多许多感触，
真是把我的生活搞乱了。

遇见他，有了害羞的感觉。
仿佛以前根本就没有心跳，
直到发现他的存在。

对脸红的感觉已感到陌生，
对尴尬的感觉已开始怀念。

但，这是美梦。
我想，就不要去破坏它吧。

怀念又怎样？
心痛比快乐更真实
爱为何这样的讽刺
我忘了这是第几次
一见你就无法坚持
孤独比拥抱更真实
爱让人失去了理智
会不会是我太自私
拒绝更寂寞的日子
放不开也看不见未来
难道这种不完美
才是爱情真实的样子

张惠美-《真实》

new song on blog..
《天灰》 by S.H.E.

如果你不再出现
我的世界还有什么可贵
可惜不够时间
让我们试验什么叫永远
想念变成怀念
心动变成心碎
偏偏还会关切
你最后属于谁
我的天空今天有点灰
我的心是个落叶的季节
我不知道如何度过今夜
所有的灯早已经全都熄灭
如果你从没出现
我会不会觉得快乐一些
可惜残忍时间
总要把诺言一点点摧毁

唉。。。

嬉しくないよ。

2005-12-26T00:08:00.000+08:00

今日、リムさんを見た。
私の気持ちは分からなかった。。。
でも、同じ、リムさんはかわいいよ～（笑）
夢でしょ。。。

2005-12-25T11:57:00.000+08:00

mickey headband i bought in HK disneyland.. i looked tired.. haha..i wanna go JP disneyland,disneysea.... stupid lucky padey.... hrmp..... yeah i'm angry... BAH.... but it's not his fault that he has relatives there..haha jya~

2005-12-25T11:55:00.001+08:00

outside ngee ann city.. my boyfriend.. haha

2005-12-25T11:55:00.000+08:00

class gathering the day before..

2005-12-25T11:54:00.000+08:00

Christmas celebration yesterday! :)

メリークリスマス！

2005-12-25T11:01:00.000+08:00

みんな、メリークリスマス！
大家，圣诞快乐！
Everyone,Merry Christmas!

昨日 cindyさん,hakimさん,joさん,huayningさん,padeyさん　をあいた。。
楽しかったよ～！
オーチャドを行った。。
歌を歌たり、話を話したり、spray-can をしたりしました。
嬉しかった！！
でも、クリスマスの気持ちは少しよ～
「メリークリスマス！」と叫びた時、誰も返事をした。。
バカー！
１１時にオーチャドに到着した、spray can は遊びました。
後で、みんなはエスプラナードヘ行った。。。
歩きました！
つかれた～～
そして、ご飯を食べた。。
美味しかったね。。
最後、nightriderを乗った、５時ごろ内を帰りました！
もう朝ありましたよ～
家族はもう寝た。
padeyさんは日本へ行った。。
padeyさんはなんで幸運なんだ！
私も日本へ行きたい。。
行きたい、行きたい！！

yesterday met up with cindy,hakim,jo,huayning and padey..
fun fun fun!
went to orchard..
sang songs,talked.. and played spray cans..hahaa
superr fun..
but christmas mode was lacking..
when we shouted "merry christmas", nobody replied..
baka..
we reached orchard at 11pm,played spray cans,
then went to esplanade...
walked!!
tired man..
then we ate at makansutra glutton bay..
delicious.. hehe..
then i took nightrider home..reached home around 5am..haha
already morning..
lucky family were asleep..
padey went Japan!!
got relatives in Japan!!
how come like that??
i also want to go...
i want to go..........

是像梦的回忆。

2005-12-24T13:14:00.000+08:00

唉，
原来是梦啊。
在梦里时，别人说的你不会信。
换个说法，是不想信。
但自己发现后，便是梦醒的时候了。
还好醒来的早喔：）

昨天有学生聚会，是中学的。
kokjun 还是很好笑。。
后来慢慢就变成朋友四人聚会。我，景琪，美美，ee perng。。。都是kokjun 啦。。
哈哈。。。
也好啦，很久没看到他们了，特别是ee perng。。她的华文名很难写啊。。

在看mtv chinese,不是很会唱歌的人就不要唱taoze的歌嘛！

就这样，要出去了。。

sony gallery guy

2005-12-21T20:55:00.000+08:00

today after work,i went to imm..
went to imm sony gallery to look ard..
i bought earphones! but the problem is,
i lost my mp3 player.
very lame right?? -___-"
but imm sony gallery got a very cute salesman!!
hahahah!!
i'm definitely going back there..

his name was on the invoice..
why the invoice nv write age,status etc?
haha..
i'm a lonely office girl ;0)

second day of work

2005-12-20T10:47:00.000+08:00

i think i shan't blog about work cos if i let out any secrets i can be sued under the 'what what what' law..
-_-"
i'm using internet secretly..
today i can bring in my phone!
best part of work is can dress up.. HAHA
LOL.. the guards and employees are very friendly..esp. the guards..
but of course,at any places, there will be some people who are less friendly and a little weird..

yday after work went to meet pjcsb mates.. the highlight of the day! haha
from city hall to somerset is really near..
met clement first cos the rest were watching king kong.. clement had work too..
then we walked down the streets.. took photos with my 'boyfriend' haha..
went kino.. no january KERA.. saw this tokyo disneyland magazine..
the things there so pretty!! nicer than hk disneyland de!
ikitai ikitai!!

met xiaohuan they all..
miss them! must go k-ge soon!
went for dinner.. stupid lai kiu -_____-"
always bully me..
cineleisure's food court's katsu udon sucks..
don't even try ok..

ok back to work..
jya~

the day has come..

2005-12-18T21:16:00.000+08:00

i went town today alone to shop for office wear..
dun ask me why i didn't call my friends along!
me myself dunno..
i jus reckon everyone is not free..

went spotlight,couldn't find the same pattern of lace me and xh bought last time,
must be someone copy us,hide it.. haha anyway bought some ribbons..
then walked down to takashimaya...
SAW HUSHHUSH 50% sale storewide!
i like that shop but their things too ex for me..
i shopped for a very long time....
cos it totaled up to $83++ and i seldom spend so much at one go!
imagine,they are supposed to cost twice as much!
must buy must buy!
so finally bought 3 tops and 1 bag..
haha..
then i realised.....
...
i was supposed to buy office wear....
0.0
but luckily those that i bought can pass off as casual office wear...
went kinokuniya...
no KERA january issue.. =(

then went to isetan find my bro..
free dinner!!
then bought 'do-a-little-jig' toy at $1 only hhahaa...
non-monetary benefits..

tmw start work.. how?
mixed feelings...........
must wake up earlier....
(_ _")

nvm,anyway i got bored and i 'cosplayed' again..
look like the people in KERA haha...

gothic?
long way! haha
soft toys a lot la..
act cute la...
bleh.. whatever.. i like.. haha =p

jya~

i miss band!

2005-12-18T01:12:00.000+08:00

i miss pjcsb already! i miss everyone in band! miss the stupid jokes,miss the dinners,miss the people... i want band! =( i sld be in xiaohuan's hotel room now.. or Panda Hotel's 7-11 store!

i miss adventures!

pjcsb hk band trip photo entry part 1!

2005-12-17T11:23:00.000+08:00

finally, i'm able to upload the photos of day 1,2 and 3! (please click for larger view)
blogger was giving me much problems (_ _")
for all photos pls visit here!

anyway,everyday in hk was much fun! we laughed at almost everything,and everything was new to us..struggled with cantonese like 'duo tjie' and 'ceng mun liong pui dai eh leng mo cha gay qin?' ..stupid cybershit,don't want to teach me..
going down to 7-11 was also an adventure,many things to see..i forgot to buy the gundam bottle.. haha..

we resided at Panda Hotel 悦來酒店at荃湾.don't ask me why it's not called 熊猫酒店.. i want to know also,haha..it's situated in residental areas with bad scenery of hk's erm,dirty flats,but it didn't really bothered me cos the fun was elsewhere =p

first day - 091205
at the airport at freaking 4am

the mighty saxophone section!

PJCSB before departure

some photos after going in.. guang liang was looking at kenneth's camera i think..hah

excitement!

in the plane...
there wasn't any photos on the plane because everyone slept like a log..
sleep,eat and sleep..
can't blame us,the flight is at a weird hour..

at the HK airport! woo!

on the way to the buddha statue high up on the mountains..
HK has a lot of mountains.. haha..

up on the mountain! magnificient statue!

i also dunno what's with this pic..hah

at the vegetarian restaurant..they found a fish!
bad monks.. haha..
oh yah,the toilets there are erm.. kind of different from what we use..
the doors are 'half-doors', u can practically see the head of the person opposite u..
very uncomfortable..but hey,miss leong said China is even worse..they don't bother to close the door.. haha no one wants to see my butt anyway..

me and current band leader guanzhong...

Welcome to Tai-O! better know as 大澳.. last time SCV cable got this show on 大澳..
sell those shrimp paste and stuff..got fishy smell there..

nice hor..

proceeded to mongkok,nathan road! now,finally some HK feeling..

more like what we see in tv..

dinner at stanford hotel..this dish is not fish,is taro paste in fish shape.. hah
eyes of fish courtesy of kenneth's squid ball

happy! our table is always the first to finish most of the food..
COOL! haha there's once we played the number game to finish all the food and got scolded cos we were too noisy...haha..

second day - disneyland!!

the steps also got design one..cool..

the water fountain outside disneyland..thats clement

entering!

entered! greeted by mickey!

the gang =)
the 3 girls were supposed to be mickey mouses

chip chip chip and dale,rescue rangers!
kawaii!!

disneyland band =)

some cap i bought.. haha..
specially wore this shirt bryan bought from tokyo disneyland to hk disneyland..

nice right!! me and zoey want to be princesses and live inside..

chamber maid also can la.. let me in...

snow white and her er...11 dwarfs..

even the food court looks so nice!

3-D show Philharmagic.. Norman lost this camera here but found it thanks to Lai Kiu and the crew there..
this show was very nice..effects were good..water actually splashed out when donald duck fell into the water..and when aladdin and princess jasmine flew on the magic carpet it felt like we were on the carpet too.. like roller coaster feeling. cool!

photo with a crew! he's cool,can catch his hat with his head after he threw it up..

kind of Storm performance..
the guy in the centre very cute..
i wanted to take pic with him.....
=( =( =(

girl with same shirt as me!

ok the disney parade!

Miss Tan Seng Shee lookalike! another crew.. i wanted to take pic of her dress la..
hmm..

space mountain ride...
this ride is super fun!
simulation ride...very exciting,we took 2 times..
heard RV people took 5 times haha

at Tarzan's place..

new fren lai kiu.. mr cyber____ i imitating him hah

Lion King musical... very nice! the people can sing man..

the castle at night... nice!! hou leng ah!

yingsiew,zoey and me

zoey,me and xiaohuan - best pals!
my cat's ears cute or not? haha ok la act cute la..
but i think the ears are very cute so i bought..
HK$50..
i think i spent around HK$800-1000 in disneyland..
shocking right?? that's around S$200!!
oh my god..i just spent,then the sum accumulated just like that...

supper.. we dare not eat at disneyland..too ex..
i thought for long b4 eating mac becos of my shocking expenditure in the afternoon!

Panda hotel

kawaii mickey and maria !!
hahah! accessories courtesy of me

arcade! they got this machine that has horse racing..!
hk and horse racing... as seen on tv...hah

third day - HK music competition

lunch! dun see this one like maggie mee..it's good ok..
gz's 鮑貝粥 was very nice..
so we concluded,hk's roadside stalls sell cheap and good food..

heard the music comp,not that impressive..
took ferry to tsim sha tsui..

went to Avenue of Stars.. a long walk...

hah with lai kiu as cameraman ah.. sigh.. haha

avenue of stars can become something else..

i'm bruce lee! of cos there isn'y any handprints of his..
he's dead right..

jackie chan!

tong leung!! ahahahahahaha love love love!

me and bruce lee

stupid lai kiu pushed me to take this picture...
没有人了，去！*hard push*

nice scenery right....
me and xiaohuan started to sing new versions of 夜来香，我只在乎你。。老歌
amos joined in as bass..
we almost caroled on the streets..hehe
thats what is fun about going overseas..
u dare do things that u usually don't...

friendly hk people!!

the 3 musketeers again

the infamous dean pose haha..
went back to listen to the finals.. impressive...!!
i guess like everywhere,there are good and not-so-good bands..i guess the ones we heard earlier weren't that gd..
the primary school won the champion against secondary school students...
can u believe it?
anyway the primary school was really really good...

end of third day..
i'm super tired uploading all these pictures..
shall continue next time...

back from HK!!

2005-12-15T11:41:00.000+08:00

i'm back from HK..
it was really really really fun!!
super duper fun!
nothing beats a band trip..
music + fun!

shall blog later on...

at airport

2005-12-09T05:35:00.000+08:00

AT AIRPORT using the free internet access..12.40 mins left...
everyone have a nice day!!

off to HK! =)

今晩、香港へ行っています。

2005-12-08T23:13:00.000+08:00

今晩、香港へ行っています。

友達が行かないから、
寂しいかどうか知りません。
デイスニーランドは楽しそうですね。

今、寝たいよ。だめだめ。。。

２００５・１２．０９　から　２００５・１２・１４　まで　香港にいます。

でわまた！

PROJECT KUTSU on "PRAWN NIGHT"

2005-12-05T23:04:00.000+08:00

PROJECT KUTSU IS ON!

KUTSU = 靴（くつ）= shoes

the pjcsb saxophone section's PROJECT KUTSU is now on!

today after band(lips were seriously tired),me,guanzhong(my new friend),dean,xiaohuan and zoey went to queensway to search for shoes.. we wanted a plain pair of high cut shoes but soooo hard to find!!

after queensway we went to bugis by bus 51,with courtesy of dean the bus directory.. haha..
went bugis street to search but apparently that was a wrong choice.. nothing much there..
just a lot of people...

then we went orchard by bus 7 with courtesy of dean again..
went shihlin to eat... i still prefer the real shihlin stuff in taipei... yum yum =)
went heeren, started talking about a city.. interesting city..haha.. then me and gz started conjuring images of practicing buddhism and taoism in the city... damn funny la... throw paper use sword poke thru.. den read the scripts.. and drink alcohol then puke out so the fire will 'become big big'.. i dunno how to explain la.. haha..
took neoprints...

(pic courtesy of gz,i lazy to upload haha)
heeren also dun have the shoes.. i really felt like pulling out my hair...

then we walked to far east...
on the way.... we acted like japaneses and we started using weird accents..
what kinokuniya la,yoshinoya..takashimaya.. sushi....
!!
damn hilarious...
OOKII......

reached far east..that was it.. EVERYONE WAS TIRED LA!
saw one pair that was very very close to our idea.. but..... cannot...
(at this pt already no hair liao.. pull finish liao HAHAHA!)
walked thru the whole far east.. reached limit liao...
-___________________________________-

cnt find the shoes!
then when i was gg home,i asked juliaha and she know where to get them..
(started pulling leg hair cos no head hair liao HAHAH so lame)
-______________________________________-

gz is quite funny... but sometimes very lame also -_- and he can eat a lot despite his size ahah...
enjoyed today's outing... cos i not very close with band people de ma..haha also dunno y..

tme gg beach road b4 band with my ah jie...
MILITARY PLACE... *excited*
yday i watched domoto brothers..old episode...
堂本光一超帅啦~~

not very good snapshots...
but he looks really nice...
... in that military shirt...
ahahah.....

i love military stuff...
wahahah...

today's pjc's prom night...
i didn't go.. haha =p
nvm i had a nice "prawn night" LOL

oyasumi!

超级大白痴

2005-12-04T22:56:00.000+08:00

从这刻起，
我的人生将是空虚的。

不过不要紧，
相信我很快就能找回人生的意义。

不要去想，不要去看，
不就行了吗？（笑）

若不要有心痛的感觉，
一开始就不该沉迷其中。
爱嗜好比爱女人多的男人一点都不值得留念！
受到教训了吧！

真是白痴。。
还是我的雅紀相葉最棒（笑）
冬獅郎日番谷也不赖！
（名字这样长干嘛。。）

总之，
人生必定会经历这个过程吧。。
唉，情为何物？

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歌曲：决定爱你

歌手徐若萱专辑：我爱你x4

爱你不需要原因
只要有一颗真心
分隔两地也可以传给你
爱你不会有距离
只要你在我心里
随时随地我也可以感觉得到你

小时候常常担心的一个问题
男人结婚之后到底会不会外遇
我的爸爸妈妈在我小学三年级
他们离婚了其实我非常地伤心

长大后觉得没什么了不起
爱情并不是生活里全部的事情
只要此时此刻我们爱得很用心
就足够我一辈子去回忆

爱你不需要原因
只要有一颗真心
分隔两地也可以传给你
爱你不会有距离
只要你在我心里
随时随地我也可以感觉得到你

有时候我也会碰到不如意
宁愿哈哈大笑也不要哭哭啼啼
付出去的感情就算都没有回应
可以碰到你已经觉得非常幸运
失败做错了也没什么关系
换个发型或是唱唱歌发泄情绪
不要浪费时间一直躲在后悔里
要找回那颗不认输的心

决定要做的事情
不要轻易受打击
今天不行还有明天可以
决定要谈的爱情
不要随便就放弃
幸福全部要靠自己去努力争取

有天我一定会等到
生命里那位英雄
有天我一定会找到
被我的爱感动的人
耶~!

喜欢赖在你身旁
看你说话的模样
就算我们不能地久天长
喜欢为了你而忙
看你开心的模样
就算没有我想要的答案

爱你不需要原因
只要有一颗真心
分隔两地也可以传给你
爱你不会有距离
只要你在我心里
随时随地我也可以感觉得到你

todayyy

2005-12-03T23:33:00.002+08:00

You Are 60% Boyish and 40% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.
You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

You Are Chocolate Fudge Brownie Ice Cream

You just don't know when you've had enough (or too much)!

What Flavor Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream Are You?

今日はたのしかった！ケラと漫画を買ったよ！とっても嬉しいね。。

でも、今お金ない。。バカじゃないの？？

today happy day! i bought KERA + comic.. but seriously no money already..

am i stupid or what...

i walked passed the shop today,the shop was closed already..

maybe it's fated that i shouldn't buy that shirt ya..

went to my sis's POP earlier in the day,had to make almond jelly for her..

haha hope her section mates didn't have stomach ache..

yuhua concert band's culture is totally different from commonwealth..

i'm quite jealous..we don't get to pass out with glory...

this is something that needs to be changed..

hmm..

went sanur to eat...

indonesian food.. quite nice....

does it mean that if others slack more than you than you are right to slack,as long as u slack lesser than the other person?

OF COURSE NOT!

i believe everything one do,it must be something that one likes and takes pride in..

not do for the sake of doing..

don try to argue that u are in the right...

yday my mum read my blog..

LOL funny..

hongkong band trip

2005-12-02T22:54:00.000+08:00

i'll be away from the 9th to 14th december,
to hk with pjcsb.
my close girlfriends aren't going,
but i hope i'll have fun there =)

i'll be staying in Panda Hotel at Tsuen Wan..

".....Panda Hotel is the nearest city hotel to the Hong Kong International Airport, we provide comfortable accommodation combined with a superb array of Business, Recreational and Dining Facilities.
The Hotel located in Tsuen Wan, 1,026 rooms, 4 Food and Beverage Outlets, Business Centre, Conference and Banqueting Facilities, Airline Crew Rooms, modern "SkyBed" Units, Outdoor Swimming Pool, GYM, Sauna and guests can also enjoy in-room Internet access.(hahaha!)
It is just 20 minutes to the Hong Kong International Airport, 15 minutes to Tsimshatsui and Central. Popular Historical spots are just 10 minutes away while prime Commercial Centres are within walking distance. Complimentary shuttle bus service are offered to and from Tsimshatsui and MongKok....."

haha internet!

will be going to Hongkong Disneyland too,
really fun or not,shall tell u all after i come back =)
probably spend 3 quarter of my money at disneyland??
i dunnoo...wahaha.

of course,not to forget 买东西，吃东西，买东西，吃东西。。
and also,hope can meet lyoe there..
or else he must come and find me...haha..

i ever read this article on people having too much expectations of holidays..
u know,holidays are fun and stuff.. then when unhappy things happen,people get upset..
very upset...
so i shall keep my expectations low,
and the fun will be a bonus..
like my previous Taiwan trip..
i still miss my taiwan friends... =(

i realised i haven't blogged about the sleepover at joanne's house on the 27th nov..
it was girls' talk.
haha.
joanne's instant noodles were very nice..
except it wasn't that instant...hah!!
got a lot of ingredients..
dumplings,meatballs(?) blah blah..and own stock!
she insisted not using the MSG packet..
!!
u know,normally when u cook instant noodles,it will just
be the noodles,the egg,the whole pack of MSG and you?
joanne is a good housewife!
still single ok?! hah!
we talked till around 4am,5am?
and i fell asleep after talking to joanne about korean dramas..haha..
in the morning me and joanne woke up first,and we watched 2 korean shows..
one by kwon sang woo(sad love story) and the other by Song Seung-heon(The Cool Guy)
kakkoii!!
i never realised song seung-heon can be that cool =D

after that we went town to get my birthday present..
this O.D.F. shirt that's really cool =)

thanks RB7 =)
saw another smurf shirt at the 2 percent shop..
but i'm currently super duper broke..
can't even afford to buy KERA...
BAH.

i'm addicted to Bleach..
i wanna be a shinigami..
十四番隊隊長、
ローフイイー！！

hitsugaya is soo cool...
now i have 2 bleach mates..
clement and zoey..haha...

ok have a great weekend everyone..
anyone who wants to tell me anything about hongkong can email me at eesha09@yahoo.com ok..? yup that's all..

jya~

me,myself and i

2005-12-02T00:06:00.000+08:00

those of u who have a yahoo email account,
go try making avatars k..
very fun..

ok i think these look a bit like me.. haha

have been thinking about my future..
can't sort out my thinkings....
:(

おもしろいテスト

2005-11-30T23:31:00.000+08:00

You Should Learn Japanese

You're cutting edge, and you are ready to delve into wacky Japanese culture.
From Engrish to eating contests, you're born to be a crazy gaijin. Saiko!

What Language Should You Learn?

haha,i knew it....

You Are Reverse Pocky

Your attitude: rebellious and clever
Non-conformist, but curiously a trendsetter
With you, up is down... and it's a wild ride!

What Flavor Pocky Are You?

tabetakotogaarimasen,demo blueberry mousse no pocky ga tabetakotoarimasu..
oishiikatta yo..

Your Hidden Talent

You are both very knowledgeable and creative.
You tend to be full of new ideas and potential - big potential.
Ideas like yours could change the world, if you build them.
As long as you don't stop working on your dreams, you'll get there.

What's Your Hidden Talent?

this test is very interesting,only got one question..
maybe i'm einstein after all... hahah!

You Are 60% Weird

You're so weird, you think you're *totally* normal. Right?
But you wig out even the biggest of circus freaks!

How Weird Are You?

but i'm normal!!

Your Japanese Name Is...

Miyo Hojo

What's your Japanese Name?

myojo?? not nice...haha

The Movie Of Your Life Is A Black Comedy

In your life, things are so twisted that you just have to laugh.
You may end up insane, but you'll have fun on the way to the asylum.

Your best movie matches: Being John Malkovich, The Royal Tenenbaums, American Psycho

If Your Life Was a Movie, What Genre Would It Be?

You Are a Henna Gaijin!

You're not Japanese, but you wish you were!
You can use chopsticks with your eyes closed, and you've memorized hundreds of Kanji.
You even answer your phone "moshi moshi."
While the number of anime videos you've seen is way higher than the number of dates you've been on, there's hope.
Play the sexy, mysterous gaijin, and you'll have plenty of Japanese meat.

What's Your Japanese Subculture?

haha,this is true =D

Your Brain's Pattern

Your mind is a creative hotbed of artistic talent.
You're always making pictures in your mind, especially when you're bored.
You are easily inspired to think colorful, interesting thoughts.
And although it may be hard to express these thoughts, it won't always be.

What Pattern Is Your Brain?

Your Personality Profile

You are funky, outdoorsy, and down to earth.
While you may not be a total hippie...
You're definitely one of the most free spirited people around.

You are very impulsive - every day is a new adventure.
However, you do put some thought behind all your actions.
Still, you do tend to shock and offend people from time to time!

The World's Shortest Personality Test

What Your Underwear Says About You

You like to think of yourself as innocent, even though you're not!

You're comfortable in your own skin - and don't care to impress anyone.

The Underwear Oracle

http://www.blogthings.com/howobservantareyouquiz/
this test is very very interesting..

ok i'm bored!!
cos Bleach takes a long time to d********!
maybe it's my com..
whatever....
i feel like buying the smurf shirt at 2%!!!
it would probably be gone by now!!
argh.
and i think kurosaki ichigo is so cool!
heh.

take the tests k... if u are bored haha

一番の日本語の日記

2005-11-29T10:55:00.000+08:00

PICTURE: COURTESY OF TINGWINDS

嵐の秋冬のヘアスタイルはすごい！！
雅紀相葉はかわいいね～
私はまちゃんはもうあまり好きじゃなかっでも、
このヘアスタイルは絶対きれいだね～
まちゃんが会いたいて、
抱き締めたい～（笑）

本当にかわいいね～～
私の美少年～ラブ！
昨日＜ムコ殿＞をみた。。
亮ちゃん～
シンガポールに、誰か顔がまちゃんの様ですか？
そうではないかも知りませんよ～

ｗｉｓｈ私の恋人は顔がまちゃんの様です。。
幸せね～

かずちゃんもかわいいだね～
でも、ａｈ　ｂｅｎｇのヘアスタイル？？
（笑）

しょさんもかわいいよ。。
でも、淳とさとしがあまりすきじゃない～

私の日本語は悪いです～
ごめん～
今晩日本語の試験がありますが、
がばってくださいよ！
今練習しているの、
高い点数が欲しい！！
最近コンプータを使いすぎるて、
止めなさい！
不合格はだめです、
成功は絶対！！
私は日本語の辞書を持ているので、
勉強しているは簡単なになりったよ～
ブラヤンさん、ありがとう！（笑）

勉強しなさい！勉強しなさい！
ヤッタ！！！！！！！

天使：你不在，当我最需要爱。

2005-11-28T22:40:00.000+08:00

你知道吗，

此时此刻，
我想起了你。

仿佛坐上了时光机，
回到你我相遇的那一刻。

打篮球时帅帅的你，
跟女孩子说话时羞涩的你，
不来上课时坏坏的你，
被老师骂时笨笨的你，
毫无头绪时傻傻的你，
被人捉弄时呆呆的你，
开玩笑时顽皮的你，
跟我说话时可爱的你。

。。。。

还有好多好多说不完的美好时光呢。

回忆虽在，
但你已不在了。

你已飞到一个好远，
好远的地方,
是一个我暂时无法到达的地方。
也许我一辈子都无法再飞到你的身旁，
但我知道你会很幸福。

你一定会很幸福。

我也会加倍努力，
寻找属于我的未来。

大家一定要幸福哦~ （笑）

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歌曲：就是爱你
歌手：陶喆专辑：太平盛世

曲:陶喆
词:娃娃

我一直都想对你说
你给我想不到的快乐像绿洲给了沙漠
说你会永远陪着我
做我的根我翅膀让我飞也有回去的窝
我愿意我也可以付出一切也不会可惜
就在一起看时间流逝要记得我们相爱的方式

就是爱你爱着你有悲有喜有你平淡也有了意义
就是爱你爱着你甜蜜又安心那种感觉就是你

我一直都想对你说
你给我想不到的快乐像绿洲给了沙漠
说你会永远陪着我
做我的根我翅膀让我飞也有回去的窝
我愿意真的愿意付出所有也要保护你
oh 在一起时间继续流逝请记得我有多么的爱你
oh 就是爱你爱着你不弃不离开不在意一路有多少风雨
就是爱你爱着你放在你手心灿烂的幸福全给你

oh 就是爱你爱着你我都愿意
就是爱你爱着你要我们在一起

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有没有像音乐日记？
哈哈，还差远了。
故事的真假，有你们来判断吧。 =)

einstein?!

2005-11-28T16:37:00.000+08:00

What Famous Leader Are You?
personality tests by similarminds.com

What Classic Movie Are You?
personality tests by similarminds.com

i am einstein?!

only similarity is bad hair days..

some vids to share

2005-11-25T11:39:00.000+08:00

watch if u are bored like me! =)
watch the macdonalds chicken little video here!
Hilarious Japanese CM!
Japanese magician as an old man to trick people!
Magic!
stupid CM(fat red ranger hahaha)
Car drifting
Levitation trick

random

2005-11-24T20:27:00.000+08:00

きのう　＜きのくにや＞　へ行った。。。
私が＜ケラ＞を買わないのは初めてです！
お金がないから。。

yesterday i went to kinokuniya..
for the first time..
i didn't buy KERA..
i had no money!!!
(哭）
for the first time..
for the first time..
i couldn't afford to buy my fav mag!!
why must i damage the digi cam? =(
ROARRR

why must shows have bad endings?
i like the handsome lead to be with the pretty lead..
but why does this situation seldom happen?
whenever i watch shows that signfies a bad ending..
i will stop watching it..
am i avoiding reality?
but it's hard to accept it..

new song on blog..
first time i put up a chinese song..
didn't have any liking for any korean
or japanese songs for the moment..
think this song is not bad..

jolin's dancing is great man =)
i follow the dance steps shown by the dance
teacher also cnt lah!
i wanna learn hip hop dance!
bwaha..

now for the takuya dance video that many people have
been requesting..
TAKUYA
link expires in 7 days! =)

万歳！

2005-11-23T18:28:00.000+08:00

哈！
可以看到中文字了吧！
你好！(ni hao - hello!)
こんばんは！(konbanwa - good evening!)
안녕하세요?(an nyong ha sye yo? - how are u?)

haha i learn useless things man..

要告诉新梅。。
我成功了！！
原来很简单的。。
我想太多了。。

相机的修理费 - $238.37
伤心！
我的妈妈好像也不是很高兴。。
话说回来，谁会因为这而高兴？？

我要学《真命天子》的舞蹈！

但上次要学的《睁一只眼闭一只眼》都还没学会！！
哈哈。。

jaejoong from DBSK:
NOW

THEN:

HAHAHA...
really big difference!!
maybe i can become BoA 宝儿 next time!!
er...i can dream on..
i think more like BaO 包儿!!
hahah!!
funny right??
my sister says i'm lame....
hahaha......

benkyoushinasai!!!!

愛と平和

New Blog

New Blog

Birthday celebration!

Birthday Wishlist

私たちの約束です。

黒木さんからの電話です。

Kainan High School(Wakayama)

大九州フィア 06.09.22～06.10.01

Phobias

MAYEK - “宇宙大猪头”的意思

Hokkaido Fair + Underwater World 06.07.14~06.07.16

smiling? think again.

addicted

屬於你和我的<<半島鐵盒>>

MOS

強くなりたい！

<<我們結"婚"吧>>

Bangkok 06.06.02~06.06.05

in budget terminal

惡魔在身邊

我也要有一個<<惡魔在身邊>>!!

some things to say

朝はきれいだね・・・

IMA KARA,KINO NO MEMBA- DESU

250506 fishballs

真愛真的存在?

私もあなたもPOCKY!

220506

200506

ISETAN PRIVATE SALE 180506

170506

160506

CDC

久しぶり～

Game!!

I really hate myself sometimes..

気ー持ーちー

haha nothing much..

我要快乐

hahaha

cough flu sore throat whatever

Thoughts(1) - I love my teh-o

It's amazing what language can do

Cold Hokkaido

FEAR

anime voices

很煩

ドラマ：＜1リットルの涙＞

夢

大家好!

Hiphop masterclass

久ぶり～

to my taiwan friends!!!

ショピングした！

この夢というのは何ですか？

可不可以不作你的朋友？

chingay

Ma-chan!

1st go at photoshop..

初めまして、私はフイイーです。

I HATE BINDING

making clothes

winning and losing

私はリムさんに会いました！

horse riding

ROAR

lunch and back

cmb band camp

あげましておめでとうございます！

怀念羞涩的感觉。

嬉しくないよ。

メリークリスマス！

是像梦的回忆。

sony gallery guy

second day of work

the day has come..

i miss band!

pjcsb hk band trip photo entry part 1!

back from HK!!

大九州フィア　06.09.22～06.10.01